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Dec 09, 2003 23:29

so yeah i dont really feel like writing, im only writing cuz im thinking maybe it will help. christmas is coming closer and closer and its like things feel shity. i dont know why? am i depressed? i dont know? i just know i feel pretty shity. my aunt died three days ago, and i havent even cried, this being the same girl that cries over movies. now ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 14 2003, 21:40:59 UTC

from ~alicia~ i truly love u jamie and im sory u feel this way! if u really wanna chill and go out..... call me!!! i'll try to call u soon but i dunno wat number to call anymore?! i don wanna bother your mom and i dunno if your cell is the same but im assuming it is. so i'll try. i miss u and i miss our weird friendship. and i was always worried my friends were talkin bout me behind my back.. but i still loved u and i still always always wanted to be there for u. i didn't know that your aunt passed away. i wish i could fix everything. i wish we never lost anyone... in any way. physically or emotionally. the best i can do is pray for you. pray for us. all the old punks at carychristian. man those were the days. and i don't evvy you that you are out in the "real world" first with everyone tryin to make u grow up n shit. but i'm not gonn try to push it away. i wish u had more ppl to go thru it with. if ya want... im always here. i work alot and i've got my b/f and some diff. friends but your always my jamers and we've always got our ( ... )

anonymous December 15 2003, 06:39:57 UTC

*when i said worried about what my friends sayin behind my back i meant everyone. u stef nik ... everyone. so that's why i ever woulda been off.. cuz i thought or heard u were talkin shit bout me. -alicia

huh? jhylton392 December 15 2003, 06:59:39 UTC

im so freakin confused??? what are you talking about? i havent talked to you in a month or more! you have you own life, thats i feel! why would i wanna try to pull you down? thats not my thing i just go on with my shit! ill get over it! but i wouldnt go around sayin shit! what reason would i even have! i talk to stef yes (shes only one i got left) but i dont talk to her about you! shit like that would be between me and you! and i havent heard her say anything about you? stef is the only person i have left in my life she only one who wants to be a part of my life......so if you heard something i said or someone said i said i really wouldnt believe it! well there we have it! now what are you talking about?

Re: huh? anonymous December 15 2003, 20:39:48 UTC

I didn't mean now, i meant back in the day, in high school...... sorry to u and stef didn't mean to offend either of u... but i wasn't mad and i was jus tryin to let u know back in the day if i wasn't a great friend it's because of my own stupid immature self concious... sorry.