Comments | jigger_blayne: socks of Anguish

jigger_blayne

socks of Anguish

Aug 07, 2006 18:08

I hate feeling like the gigantic loser of my family, I'm sad to say but being around my family is starting to become really depressing. I accidentally let the dog out again..I was looking for my Mom (who always has people calling for her but is never around) so I went out side to see if mom was out and I spotted my sister and someone else I didn't ( Read more... )

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jodete August 7 2006, 22:50:58 UTC

Awww, you're not a screw up. If it helps, I get nothing but shit from my family too. Don't feel worse about yourself because of what other people think. I was like that and it totally screwed me up. Just do what makes you happy and if other people think it's weird, screw them. You're perfectly fine the way you are. *hugs*

jigger_blayne August 7 2006, 22:58:18 UTC

thanks I need that.

i_sing_to_life August 8 2006, 04:25:21 UTC

Aww... *hugs* That sucks.

jigger_blayne August 8 2006, 12:48:47 UTC

I'm okay now, I don't feel shitty at the moment.

ex_mahala121 August 8 2006, 14:27:23 UTC

I'm really sorry about yesterday. I would hate to think that you're feeling bad about yourself. Mom is just really stressed right now and she took it out on you a bit. Don't let it get to you. They wouldn't have to "shoot" Joey. She was just scared that he might react badly to the puppy.

Maybe this would make things worse but I would really like to spend more time with you one-on-one. When all of this wedding stuff is over and we get back from the honeymoon I would like to spend the day with you. We'll go anywhere you want... my treat. Seriously.... would that be ok?

I love you very much you know. You're one of my best friends and I sometimes take our relationship for granted. But we will definitely heal some wounds with shopping and food. Let me know if you want to do that and what you would like to do. OK? Get back to me. XOXOX

jigger_blayne August 8 2006, 21:08:04 UTC

thanks that would be nice. I over reacted a bit, I hold stuff inside and when something that is most likely small comes it just burns away that last part of a fuse and I blow up. The fact that I haven't been getting alot of sleep also had alot to do with it. being sleepy seems to make certain emotions more hightend and thus I become an emotional bitch. I mean this kinda stuff has happend before and I've ignored it but this time in particular it seemed like the end of the world. Sorry If I made you worry about me, the last thing I want is to be one of those emo bitches at group who bitch about there stupid insignificant problems.

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ex_mahala121 August 9 2006, 00:31:59 UTC

I don't think you're an EMO bitch at all. Everybody has blow ups and bitch-fests. God knows I've had my share. We're all really emotional and stressed right now. It will all lighten up in a few days. Don't be so hard on yourself. The world will do that for you.

Over the next week or so, think of what you want to do on our day out. We'll have lots of fun. Love ya.