please just let something shift upward soon.

i know that i have previously been against downloading music because it is totally freeloading and also illegal, but i have now discovered its wonders because it has allowed me to download lots and lots of things that make me feel happy inside that i probably wouldnt buy on cd, such as bing crosby and glen miller ( Read more... )

christmas is definitely my favorite time of the year. i started my christmas shopping yesterday. despite the fact that i am dirt poor, i am managing ok, which is partially because my mom gave me some moola. and i started wrapping some of them last night (but didnt finish because i realized i dont have any ribbon..can you believe it?). and peoples ( Read more... )

the thing is, sometimes you make these huge realizations. for instance, maybe you really like this boy...and maybe you might have said something which caused him a great deal of uncomfortableness which may prevent him from calling you the next weekend...and maybe it would make you really sad if he were to ditch you simply because of one silly ( Read more... )

ok, yeah, im pretty sure ive fucked it up.

oh hell yes hoes, i am now officially on winter break. today is my first day of winter break. i am soooo done with finals and its beautiful. yesterday i had a presentation and a report to finish and i didnt shower and it was totally gorss, but now i am done ( and i still havent showered, despite the fact that it is now a new day....) and now all i ( Read more... )

how long can being this happy with someone last?

i feel like everything is so wonderful right now....but also that at any moment i could potentially fuck it all up horribly.

isnt life a fun balance?

so yeah, ive decided to update for those of you who think ive fallen off the face of the earth. i would like to remind you that i did update right before halloween. so this week pretty much sucks so far for a number of reasons, probably mainly because im sick and when i get sick i tend to look at the glass as half empty. also our toilets and ( Read more... )

so i guess it has been far too long since i actually updated, which is sad, because i promised some of you (who are far away in other countries now) that i would update more often. but seriously, this quarter i barely have felt like i had a chance to breath, much less waste precious seconds on the internet. and the only reason i am doing so now is ( Read more... )

so last night i went to this costume party at the zomie coop dressed as a bellydancer (some of you may remember this ensemble from freshman year ( Read more... )