...I was blown away

[jilibean]

today started off bad. i got into a fight with liv last nite. a big fight, where i know our friendship was questioned. she called me bitter and that really got to me. i basically shitted on every guy i was involved with and knew including dennis. i called him an asshole and she basically said i needed to stop and think about wut i was saying. that

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[anonymous]

hey hey damsnit...i dont run away from my emotions...i suppress them or brush em off lol. i just feel that being emotional would allow me to become all the more vulnerable...not a very good personality trait. thats only because people will learn that you can be taken advantage of and i don't want nobody shittin on me man. not only will it make me vulnerable...it'd make me become more angry than i need to be. sometimes when you're too emotional, you become accustomed to dwelling on shit that shouldn't bother you...*cough* dennis *cough* lol. ya know what i mean? and you know that everything i said was a part of my brutal honesty. it wasn't meant to hurt you...just to help open your eyes a bit. tai hurt you yes...but thats why you learn to cope and move on. i know that its not gonna take 2 days but i mean...you have to mentally let go. you do so by not speaking of him all the time. the more you speak of him, the more you think of him. it does nothing for you. it just makes you miserable...i should know. which is why when you ever ask me

[jilibean]

i know