You know when you feel so sad or like shit that you just want to die...... well that's how i have been feeling latly, i feel ugly, stupid, stressed, sad, overwhelmed, the list goes on........... i am hating my life right now and i cannot stand the sight of this place i hate Orme I hate everything........ ugh i wanna crawl in a hole and die..... ( Read more... )

Fall outting sucked ass! It rained and rained then there was sooooo much mud i ruined my flip flops!!! It made me sad! Now i have to get new sandles... I was really sick early this week, it was so bad that my air way was obstructed and i couldn't breath so now i most likely have to get my tonsils out! Maybe next week then i wont be able to cheer ( Read more... )

Ok well last night Mike told me he still had feeling for me! I first told him to fuck off! Then I talked to him because yes i still have some feelings for him but he hurt me so bad! I told him that i thought he was just trying to make everyone happy and in the process he was just hurting everyone including himself. I told him he needed to get ( Read more... )

Ok so i know yesterday i said i was fine with it all but a lot of people have noticed that i have been really down, not as talkitave. Well yeah the truth is, just seeing Amanda and Mike together so quickly it just hurts a lot. I mean i was not sure i wanted to be with him, it's just him all over someone else 5min after we break up. He didn't want ( Read more... )

So as everybody knows rumors spread like wildfire here so let me clear a few things up, and answer any questions that people may have. Yes me and Mike broke up, yes i guess you could say he did it, yes i agreed with his decision (I too had my reasons), yes i know about him and Amanda, no i'm not mad at Amanda (it's not her fault), yes we're (him ( Read more... )

So this year i think will be ok.... i have a lot to do but i also have two free periods which helps a lot!! The football game this friday i'm dreading only beacue i hate the drive down to bagdad. Also there are to games away that are overnight and i hope the cheerleaders can go but Mrs. Magill our "coach" won't take us to any away games beacause ( Read more... )

Well I wish we had a longer summer this year because our new Headmaster is changing everything! You should the new schedual if you haven't yet!! Monday Thursday And friday are the same except for the 45min art/music period and tuesday/wedesnday is the same except for the 1hour art/music period but we have alternate weeks so every other week we ( Read more... )

Well well this summer is hectic!!! I am working at commons, switchboard, and the development office, i'm house-sitting for three houses the hendersons, magills, and rosebrooks!!! I'm taking defensive driving classes so my insurance will go down. and i might have to take a drivers ed class which is going to cost me $350!!!!! out of my pocket!! i'm ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't checked my email or livejournal in such a long time!!!! sorry ppls who have been trying to get a hold of me. Seems like everyone's summer has been fun...mines been ok. I've been working a lot! a lot! and yesterday i finally got to go get my license so i am now a arizona driver!! woho my parents are letting me take the car for the ( Read more... )

Well i don't get on the internet as much as I would like to.. this summer has been busy with reuion mexico for nelly's party... I've got three jobs switchboard so if you call i might awnser the phone... I'm working in the development office... and at commons for soccer and summer camp ugh... well Switch board sux!!If any of you know about Jay, he ( Read more... )