we were friends for 9 years and i still don't understand why we lost touch. I felt as if you just pushed me to the side as if i was nothing. In my eyes you have changed alot for the worst, and maybe that's because im having a hard time dealing with people changing, especially my bestfriend. I look at the scrap book you made me and im so hurt that our friend ship was just thrown away. Ive tried countless times to hang out with you but it just doesnt feel right anymore. i just want my old best friend back, to talk to about everything, to get in trouble with, and to have the best times of my life with. but i guess i need to get real because thats the past, people change, and grow apart and thats, that. i just wish we could have grown and changed together but shit dont happen that way. we always talked about how we would be bestfriends forever, and when we had kids, our kids would hang out and be bestfriends like we were. but good things dont last forever. i love you jeel, take care.<3
your right,we were friends for a really long time and yeah, we both thought that we were gunna stay friends forever. but things really do change and im sorry you think ive changed for the worse, but that is your opinion. and mines probably the same for you. ive done my best to try and hang out with you and keep in touch but i guess i just have too much shit to deal with these days and your not willing to compromise. you didnt agree with alot of the things i did and the people that i chose to hang out with...and even my boyfriend. i stood behind you and nick for i dont know how long and you know that i didnt agree with it at all. but i guess thats just the decision you made and i really do and will always regret how things turned out. but we both know that things wont really ever be the same cause theres too much unsaid from both of us. it is sad cause we had the best times ever and we really were always there for eachother without a doubt, i mean we were inseprable. but i guess as you get older things change and people do their own
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i dont have any problem with the people you hang out with, and me you steve and neel always had the best times (the ladder) lol i loved it. i have no prob whatsoever... of coarse we have both disagreed on eachothers boyfriends... but thats just because we love eachother and we didnt want our bestfriend getting hurt. and i hope that even though we wont be what we were we can still hang out once in a while and i think that its stupid to just totally not talk, because we have the best time together and i dont wanna throw that away. its kind of stupid to talk about this on live journal but i think it would be hard to say in person... so this works. i consider you one of the best friends ive had too, and you know i love you<3
ill never forget that ladder incodent. i dont think we have to throw it away, i think we just haveto except that you cant get things back that were in the past we both know what we did and what we had and we both know neither of us will forget it but letting go of things is growing up and i think we both need to do a little of that and yeah...we will keep touch no doubt...cause we still need to have times consisting of SICK bathroom convos and lysol cleaner lol nothing but love always
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and i hope that even though we wont be what we were we can still hang out once in a while and i think that its stupid to just totally not talk, because we have the best time together and i dont wanna throw that away. its kind of stupid to talk about this on live journal but i think it would be hard to say in person... so this works. i consider you one of the best friends ive had too, and you know i love you<3
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i dont think we have to throw it away, i think we just haveto except that you cant get things back that were in the past
we both know what we did and what we had and we both know neither of us will forget it
but letting go of things is growing up and i think we both need to do a little of that
and yeah...we will keep touch no doubt...cause we still need to have times consisting of SICK bathroom convos and lysol cleaner
lol
nothing but love always
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and i love you for that of course :)
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