Drowning

[jillian_e]

Hey, well it is official. I know that I made the right decision, but why is it that i feel so damned sad and hurt. I am dying right now. But if I go back I will be worse off. I now have no job, no car, i am living with my parents and i have $12 to my name. What in the hell am i doing with my life, where the hell am i going? I havent felt like this

Comments

[darkkitty_23]

hey babe...so sorry you are feeling so lonely. Its hard I know..but evenly the feeling will pass. Just keep remembering the bad things that went on between you and your hubby. Why stay with him ya know? Its better to be lonely than unhappy and miserable. Miss ya lots babe..I will try to give ya a call in the next couple of days. remember that we love you ok! :D

[kaotik_kitty420]

I'm so sorry things aren't going well for you luv...I know the feeling. But you know what...he wasn't good for you and he hurt you. He doesn't deserve to have someone as wonderful as you and you were always too good for him. I told you he was an asshole....I didn't like him from the first time I met him. I know it hurts honey but eventually you'll feel better about it ok honey? It's not you...where you went wrong was the fact that even though he treated you so horribly you married him....you never deserved to be treated that way luv.

I miss you so much honey. *hugs*