OK so there is seriously something wrong with me. And I am not sure what to do about it ( Read more... )

Well today was the day that I have been dreading. I went to bed last night at mignight, and my precious Timmid was still alive, I played with her, fed her, and gave her a golfish snack (they were her favorite). But this morning I woke up to a non active Timmid. She died early this morning. I dont think I can handle loosing anything else. Then I get ( Read more... )

Well you would think that I could right something happy in here, but NOOOOOOOOO!!! That is because my life is falling apart. I am loosing everything that I love. My little beloved Timmid is dying. Yes she is only a rat, but she is my baby! She can hardly open her eyes, he limbs are becoming useless, and I can feel her spine when I pet her and her ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

You know I have decided that my life cannot get any worse then it already is,......But today when I go visit my old rehab center to get a letter, I was sitting in the reception area and I noticed all the artwork and display. Right away I knew who's art this was. It belonged to a guy named Mike and we were in treatment together. He became one of my ( Read more... )

I think that the subject says it all. I am feeling so god damned lonely right now. I just want to be held and kissed goodnight etc. I am actually missing him. I know that he turned out to be an asshole, but he had so many good qualities. I think that i am just pathetic to miss him. But i dunno ( Read more... )

Well it had been awhile since i have posted. I just thought that I would write a little something. Life is interesting right now. I have spent alot of time with my friend Will going to movies and such. he has been such a great friend, because he just went through what I am going through not to long ago. I am now moved into my new place.i want to ( Read more... )

Hey...so your prolly wondering about the subject. Well let me lay it out for you ( Read more... )