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[jillianleigh]

i want to go home. but not really to my home as it is now. to this conceptualization of home that i'm not sure actually exists. but it is very comforting to think that maybe it does still exist. its kind of like the guy says in garden state (quoting movies to describe how you feel seems a little silly but i don't care; i like what he says

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[kitkitkit]

yeah. i get the sense that that particular feeling is approaching but hasn't yet hit for me... anyway if you want to talk you have my #.

[jillianleigh]

yeah it didn't really happen until this year; one thing that kid of solidified it was when my mom redid my room last semester without like mentioning to me what she was doing or anything. it is weird becayse while it is mine as long as i still want to sleep in it, it doesn't really feel like me anymore; most signs that i lived there (pictures,posters, etc.) are gone (im not sure where to) and it is just not a motif i would have really picked out for myself i guess. so the physical space is gone and emotionally it is beginning to lack. big sigh. college is weird.