Crammed into bikini at Disney

[jillikins4780]

We went to Disney World this weekend for Autumn's 2nd birthday! We spent two days at the resort pool. I figured since nobody knows me in Disney, I can anonymously wear a bathingsuit so I can have fun with my family. I will be on the lemonade Master Cleanse for the next two days, though.

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[jillikins4780]

Thx, Cassie! How are you? Xo

[aphroditeskiss]

ah disney world?! i hope you had a blast! :)
i know that you still want to be lower, but you really do look good...but i know when you dont feel it, then it's hard to take another person's word. :/

i try to tell myself that too, when im somewhere and i feel really uncomfortable. especially since i have acquired many new scars on my legs from self harm from last november. i want to go swimming so bad, i love it, but im so scared for people to see them. so i try to do the whole, "ok these people dont know me. who gives a shit what they think." the only problem is that some people are so nosy and have no filter and im scared about being asked how i got them.

anyways, i hope the master cleanse helps! <3

[jillikins4780]

Jillian - it's always a struggle, but I don't want my kids to remember me as the mom who never played in the pool w/ them. How are you? Xo

[cat_on_my_lap]

You look lovely. I'm glad you had fun in the water with the children. They're growing up so fast! Happy birthday to Autumn!

[jillikins4780]

Thanks. I love these kiddos. Xo

[wishformore]

You look fab, love! I'm happy to see an update from you! If you ever want to chat, I check my email more frequently than LJ these days: elletylerfield@gmail.com

[jillikins4780]

Ok, thanks Elle! Xo