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Dangerous.
Is it so bad to want to destroy someone's life? -
Elevated
My new gastroenterologist called me today. He left me a message saying that I am not allowed to get Remicade. I need to skip this one because my liver enzymes are too high. Awesome. I fucking love this medication. It is wrecking my life. I hope when I go see him and I tell him about all the side effects I have, he will finally take me off ( Read more... ) -
2,355
I might be slightly homesick.
Don't tell anyone. -
whoops
I almost wrote a psycho bitch update.
Uuuggghhhhhhhhh I need Robin. -
Words
I have discovered that life is easier if defined by lyrics. I feel I can find a song that really fits my life at the current moment. Sometimes there are multiple songs. Sometimes I connect with a song so well I am overwhelmed with emotions and my world stops for the entirety of the song. Sometimes I will not even be paying attention until I pick up ( Read more... ) -
Adele
I've made up my mind ( Read more... ) -
Angry
I really hate Remicade. I want to get off of it. I have been on it for 4 years. Yes it is working but the side effects are too great, and I am actually experiencing some. I will also develop lymphoma if I stay on it. I am not being dramatic either. I read that the only cases of this lymphoma are when patients took Remicade in conjunction with 6-MP ( Read more... ) -
She Wants Revenge
"I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart"
I wonder if this is too forward for an email... -
Miracle
Today at work the married man I am in love with told me he got divorced!!!!
The man I have been in love with for 5 years. The entire length of my LBH employment.
I have exactly 1 month to make it happen.
1 month to squeeze as much of him into my life as I possibly can.
It is go time. -
Psychic
"You may believe that you have finally discovered a fix to a current relationship problem today, yet your solution might just make matters worse as you stir up more uncertainty and anxiety. Actually, your idea may be a sound one, but your execution may fall short of your expectations. Rushing in isn't the answer now; instead, take your time and ( Read more... )