i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so empty and worthless, i hate trying to make my phone ring, hate wishing he would call me tell me it was all a big mistake, that he cant live with out me. i hate feeling so dependant on him, i hate how everything reminds me of him, how i cant stop crying. i hate how i cant hate him for hurting me, i hate ( Read more... )

so cory broke up with me,he said he just doesnt feel the same anymore, and that it was all him and not me, and that he got freaked out becuase i asked for a ring for chirstmas and he cant see himself spending the rest of his life with just one person and blah blah blah, he used the cliche that its not me its him, i dont know what hurt more the ( Read more... )

so last night i had lamb stirfry at corys, and then i got to see it again this morning(ill spare you guys the details) so i called in sick, about an hour aog tracy calls to yell at me for stupid little things that wernt even my fault, my point is, im home sick couldnt it have waited? thisajob is slowly loosing its funess, it could be becuase ill ( Read more... )

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so heres my plan, i thive thursday off so i think i am going to brin my HP4 book and show up at the theatrea round 8 ish to get us a good spot in the line, any one want to come with me?

so i was at the theatre to see jarhead (very good mivoe) and thought since im here why not go buy my ticket for harry potter, so i did and i now have me ticket to the midnight screening of harry potter. i am very excited! ellen or caitlin or even nicole, how do you guys feel about showing about around 8 ish to save our spot in the lines (we want ( Read more... )

Ok, November 18th! HP4! Who’s coming with me opening night? I’m thinking the 9 ish show well do dinner first, Cory is going to find out when tickets will go on sale and I can do the same thing I did last time, ill buy all the tickets, you guys pay me back what’s a better way to spent a Friday night? Hell if every one can get the day off work/school ( Read more... )

Did you know … that there is a cup size between DD and E, there is it’s a DDD. Guess how I know, IM A DDD CUP!!! Yea, mom made me go into sears today to get sized (she’s tired of seeing me pop out of my bras) and I got measured by the sweet little* Hindu woman (sidebar: did you know that technically in order to size people properly you have to be ( Read more... )

I am writing this to apologize to all the people who I should write to, or e-mail or call, or even be home when they call. I am just so busy (even though it feels like I’m doing nothing at all) I’m either working, or with Cory, it seems like I see less and less of him each week, and when I’m not working or coring I’m sleeping, I don’t know what it ( Read more... )

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play ( Read more... )