sooooo..... ummmm the schnep breakup thing didn't work too well! he seemed mad and he was like"this is the last time...we can't be anything more than friends after this, i don't want the risk of you breaking up with me again" yeah that made me feel great. i always see him in the halls at school and i always say hi and he either looks away or just ( Read more... )

THIS IS MY MESSAGE ( Read more... )

so just now i left mr schneppenheim a message that consisted of things like us taking a break. that was the hardest thing i've ever done. i hate crying, it makes my face wet.....well i dunno what to do....what do single people do these days...go out clubbin or something. i need to do this though.... its the best thing for me...some one reassure me ( Read more... )

alright i'm not trying to persuade bri into ditching tara or anything and hanging out with me...its just that we dont't go to the same school, and we don't see eachother as much as some people think, we just talk on the phone a shitload! plus my b/f is her b/f's best friend, what would you expect! i dunno...i'm not trying to sound mean or anything ( Read more... )

hmmm. so a lot has happened since the last time i posted! well!me and john went out for like 3 days then he wrote a note saying he just wanted to be friends cuz it was weird and all being "together" but thats all good. i'm goin back out with schnep ut i dont know how long that will last because if what mike and bri say is true hes not the best kid ( Read more... )

hey hey hey! so how is everyone doing??? i'm not doing too terribly. so um right to the point... i broke up with schnep on monday, that was pretty much the hardest thing that i've ever done, but i didn't want to hurt him. i miss him a lot tho and i hope we can still be friends :'( on a happier note i'm going out with john now which is good because ( Read more... )

so i'm terrible at updating. i'm at my dad's for another 10 minutes or so and then i'm goin back to the wrath of mom! lmao! i'm having a pretty boring life...getting to know some new friends better. i didnt get ot go to the fftl, rise against, and bad religion concert so right now i'm really sad. not being able to see fftl brought me to tears...and ( Read more... )

my weekend has been enjoyable but not a lot of stuff has happened. on thurdsay me and bri and mike went to target and walked around and then went back to bri's and chilled and then he left and then i left and went back to my mom's and took a shower and packed a bag and then went back to brianna's and slept over there. then in the morning we woke up ( Read more... )

so....im doin pretty damn good! school is ok...im finding new friends so thats always good. a shitload of people still think im a crackhead though. thats ok...i know im weird. i get to see kenny beese every once in a while so thats always good. ohhhh...and i got a boyfrind now. mike schneppenheim....such a cute name!!! woot woot! i love him!bri's ( Read more... )

hey! i havent updated in a long time....pretty much forever. so im sure ur all asking "whats been goin on with jill?" i can answer that question for u. i've been pretty good. school is boring and i dont really have very many friends. some of the kids wanted to trade me on the first couple of days so that made me quite glum. and then the guy that i ( Read more... )