I just watched a mouse crawl from underneath my door. He proceded to scurry across my floor and is now seeking refuge in MY room. *shifts eyes nervously from side to side* I....am....not....alone....

There's only one way to Heaven and a half a million ways to fall.

*Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid*

"I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken"

Any idea why I chose it?

He seemed nice enough. They all seem so in the beginning. I told him I wasn't interested in the beginning. When I was sober, I strictly told him I did not want to have sex with him. Then we downed a couple coke and rums. We danced. Then he whispered in my ear, "how far do you want this to go." "I don't want to be like the other girls here if that's ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I know anymore. I thought I did. I thought there were people out there who gave a damn. I was wrong.

You feel misunderstood. A life is a love that is
unrequited. You must have gone through some
hard times. Life has judged you and so you live
the way it has willed. You feel trapped like
you have to please everybody around you, or
face consequences. There is shame and
inapproprate guilt residing in your heart, like
a hole eating it's way from the inside ( Read more... )

I wish I were a guy! I wish I were a guy!! I wish I were a guy!!! Chanticleer is holding auditions. For those of you who don't know of them, shame on you. They are only the greatest a capella men's choir on the PLANET!! Emphasis on 'mens' What I wouldn't give.

Where do I go from here,
when you're nowhere to be found?
I'm stuck in neutral,
can you help me?
I'm counting the days...

My favorite quote reads as follows, "Wisest is she who knows she does not know." Well, as of now, I am feeling equally wise and utterly retarded. I was on top of the world back in Hickville, everyone knew my name, I was talented and bright. Now, I don't amount to squat. I know nothing. I have secrets that I have kept from everyone I know, it's too ( Read more... )