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I can feel myself sinking. I need not to sink. I am not too ugly to attract another woman. I am not too damaged internally to maintain a relationship longer than a few months. I am not somesore on society wasting its time and space. I don;t like feeling so meaningless. I need something more from my life than the dead end I seem to have been handed. I feel trapped but lack the knowledge, courage, or motivation to get out. I feel like I will continue not to be worth anything until I can overcome this and become something. I feel valueless as I am and that needs to stop somehow.