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i just got drunk on alcatraz with my mom, watched 2 seagulls have sex and get asked to do nude art modeling. huh, alcatraz ruins are holy. my feet are blistery from the beach, my brain is blistery from school, and i am officially the teachers worst nightmare. fucking fire drill crazies, i wreaked havoc. i bleed lipstick and shit glitter

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it was a great and beautiful weekend untill i lost my wallet today, at least im walking right? now im watching jerry springer, my life is a sham... it seems like all of my ex-somethings are contacting me at the same time, hopefully this guy send me some more pearl jam lyrics professing his love.HA, also long live the rabit. i need some real human

ive never met him but he goes to my school and will be attending UCdavis next fall, and is the epidome of, uhh yea:


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in the last 2 months my entire perception of reality, my world, and the people in my life has been shattered ( Read more... )

i thing i need to peel away a layer of my self.. im gonna work on a new summer personality, im not sure about it yet. but i know i gotta get outta this winter funk. I dont know whats wrong, i hate everyone and everything. im getting medical student syndrome, everything is wrong with me i cant get out. why wont everyone stop fucking with me ( Read more... )

the oxycotin, zelda, wheelchair, and copious amounts of pity and food have gone to my head.. im dying. my house is not my home. and im torn between two worlds. im a ghost of my former self. no one can see me. my feet are stuck inbetween two doors, and i cant walk ( Read more... )

however it was quite painful when i woke up. when they put the boots on i actually cried from physical pain, which i havent done in alsmost ten years. i think i wouldve passed out had it not been from the drugs ( Read more... )

theres a shitty deep churning in my gut that wont go away. last night of birthday was: Wii, i literally jumped into the next generation. i accidentally insulted a deaf girl's speech impediment. i ate pinto beans out of a cup. got propositioned to sexually in a weird way, and proceded to make the best pun EVER out of it (dread block). considered ( Read more... )