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[jimbojones2211]

Everyone is depressed. Everyone

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[emrldgirrl]

I am not depressed, I think this is a good thing.

Although, sadness cuts much more deeply without the cushion of depression to blunt it.

[guyver8]

Aye, sometimes you need to keep that blade nice and sharp.

[guyver8]

"Guy is depressed... well at least he comes across that way, it's hard to tell with zen type people."

Not depressed at all my man, I've spent most of the last three weeks laughing my ass off with good friends.

Grief is different. Squeezing the heart like a sponge, holding it over the kitchen sink and watching all the dirty water run down the drain.

Lj is my kitchen sink.

And if any of the last three sentences are directed towards me, don't worry, you've done quite enough, and I'm somewheres safe for the time being.

Practical note: Have you tken care of Public Storage yet? I'll have a job by the end of this week, but I won't see a paycheck for another week, and after two weeks, they put a lock on the P.S. bin and it costs another fifty bucks or so to take off.

I don't want to lose my stuff, I don't want to borrow any more money off of anyone, and I don't want to have to pay more than the rent on the P.S., so please take care of it ASAP, please please please...

[jimbojones2211]

I'm gonna have my dad run it over for me tomorrow. And no, that wasn't directed at you, it was directed at Kath. And people in general who hurt themselves to accomplish goals that they could gotten through pain free with a little help.

[guyver8]

Thankee much, man.

I mean it, I'd be fucked without you.

When I drop the A-bomb on Elgin, I'll try to miss your house. And if that's not love, I don't know what is... :P

[iaminyourhead]

good plan, that Elgin annihilation.

very little in Elgin worth saving.

You know, I sincerely think that anyone's life acn be improved by getting as far from there as possible without ending up in Colby, WI...

[wiktowasichu]

not depressed, just introspectively drunk.

[iaminyourhead]

you know, a few years ago, you condemned me for the very same sentiment.

At least, if I understand it correctly.

If not, no flamage, please, just making a point.

[iaminyourhead]

point is bad... make that a statement.

[jimbojones2211]

if your talking about when I made you lose your job, the difference is I'm not obligated. My job comes first, my friends come second... usually. Love, with out power, is helpless.

[iaminyourhead]

no not that. not that at all. that was totally on me. hell, I was five seconds from losing that job as it was.... what I'm saying is that I used to offer to help out around your house all the time. not because I was obligated, or because I felt I owed you, but because that's how I was raised to treat friends. so yeah.