Downward spirals in my life are seemingly inevitable. Bill and V ditched me, I couldn't find a job anywhere in Middletown that wasn't only like 14 hours a week, not having a car makes it impossible to get to work in Meriden so I had to quit, and I have no idea where I'm going to live.

Again.

For the third time...

I might update this thing at some point about my trip or the fact I quit smoking weed....

nah.

Internet next week-ish. kbye.

This weekend was pretty decent. Friday was whatever, Saturday ruled when I finally saw Lauren, got some shit out that needed to be gone, and felt a hell of a lot better afterwards ( Read more... )

"Life's like the feeling when you've had a point, but forgot it,
had a ticket for my train of thought, but I lost it,
and God gave me instructions for how to live my life,
but I couldn't read his handwriting, so I burnt them last night.Bill has to take a look at my van because it won't start. Him and Jake are pretty adamant it's the starter ( Read more... )

growing up, fuck that man,
the person i'll always be,
is the person that i am.

So we're all pretty sure tour for Copyright Chaos is not happening at all, yet it's not 100%. We rocked Halfway House in Philly Saturday, but missed practice today cuz Eric decided to get a hotel room in Atlantic City for some poker tournament (big surprise!). Our practice spot has been shut down, today would have been the last day to play. Oh well ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK.

I lost $150 dollars. I'm supposed to have $750 by Monday and I don't know what I'm gonna do. I think Bill is short too. I need a better job. My bands don't practice. Lauren is depressed and acting weird to me. I don't feel normal. Sometimes I'd like to put a bullet in my head.

Damn my fleeting positivity....

I feel like complete and utter asshole. Apparently last night I thought it would be a good idea to consume A LOT of xanax and drink about 10 beers, all of which was fine until the 2 bongloads of Sour D were produced. After that I blacked out, puked, dropped my phone IN the puke (it's now useless and i'm back to the bumble bee pill shaped piece) and ( Read more... )

I don't update this because the only time I'm on a computer is at work ( Read more... )