everything suckss

everything sucks.

everything sucks

top secret project starting..... now.

secret until at least summer anyway. more or less.

TOP SECRET

sometimes i hear advice other people have given. or see advice someone got, and then i realize why people actually listen to me. because im not mildly retarded and/or i dont tell people stuff they already know and act like i thought of something smart

punk rock kids hate me.
everywhere i go they stare at me like they want to beat me up
or like the one show i was at the kid spun me around in circles for no reason before i choked him it was sweet.

my life is stupid.

theres nothing like stretching your own conchs at 330 am a full size with a pen as a taper and an end of another pen as the plug. trying to line the "plug" with the "taper" is insanely hard. and using vitamin lotion as lube. i'm not one of those pain is pleasure fags, but its definitley a mind over matter thing and its an accomplishment to feel ( Read more... )

fuck people who hide shit

i have nothing to write in here because i never do anything.

the end.

i stabbed my thumb so hard with a knife that i felt a blunt force like being punched before i felt a sharp pain of a cut. then it wouldnt close and stop bleeding for near a half hour i thought id need stitches, and when it finally did stop bleeding i realized that i actually probably broke it more seriously then i cut it. i have no health care so ( Read more... )