adult_drown
I'm not cool with
I'm tired of resulting to smoking weed and drinking every fucking night because of my shitty job.
I'm tired of feeling like shit every day because I can't see my friends.
I'm tired of everyone I want to see and just hang out with thinking I'm some gross fucker and that I'm going to do something if they let their guard down around me.
I'm tired of this random shit where every new person in my life has a fucking crush on me and wants me to be theirs.
I'm tired of people being far too extreme so as to get as much attention as possible.
I'm tired of fucking caffeine and eating unhealthy foods because they're so convinient.
I'm tired of working my fucking ass off at my shitty fucking job and still never having any money.
I'm tired of living with my asshole dad and my asshole brother and of driving my shitty car.
I'm tired of people abandoning their plans with me.
I'm tired of cleaning up after people.
I'm tired of all this shit.
so
I quit smoking cigarettes and weed and I rarely drink anymore anyway.
I am going to get a new job, better hours, better pay and better people.
I am going to break off all girl/boyfriend relations and start all over.
I am already done with caffeine and I try to eat healthily every day at work.
I am going to finally move out when I get this job, I'm going to buy a new car and get my shit together.
I am going to make plans and stick to them.
I am not going to clean up other people's shit anymore, especially in my room.
I am starting over.
right now...
I'm tired of resulting to smoking weed and drinking every fucking night because of my shitty job.
I'm tired of feeling like shit every day because I can't see my friends.
I'm tired of everyone I want to see and just hang out with thinking I'm some gross fucker and that I'm going to do something if they let their guard down around me.
I'm tired of this random shit where every new person in my life has a fucking crush on me and wants me to be theirs.
I'm tired of people being far too extreme so as to get as much attention as possible.
I'm tired of fucking caffeine and eating unhealthy foods because they're so convinient.
I'm tired of working my fucking ass off at my shitty fucking job and still never having any money.
I'm tired of living with my asshole dad and my asshole brother and of driving my shitty car.
I'm tired of people abandoning their plans with me.
I'm tired of cleaning up after people.
I'm tired of all this shit.
so
I quit smoking cigarettes and weed and I rarely drink anymore anyway.
I am going to get a new job, better hours, better pay and better people.
I am going to break off all girl/boyfriend relations and start all over.
I am already done with caffeine and I try to eat healthily every day at work.
I am going to finally move out when I get this job, I'm going to buy a new car and get my shit together.
I am going to make plans and stick to them.
I am not going to clean up other people's shit anymore, especially in my room.
I am starting over.
right now...