And so..

[jimmi_gurl]

I let him go. My heart is constricting in that emotional knot, and it;s like...every time I try and say 'This has to be' he gets sewed closer to my heart. So, I decided to just..cut him out..I never wanted to, but..I need to...I look at his journal..and..he has all this stuff about how his girlfriends make him so happy..and it just..it's too much

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[stubborn_angel]

*gathers you up in meh arms, cries with you, then wipes away both our tears.*

For a guy that does somthing like that, doveh, he honestly musn't be all that big in the pants..*growls* Plus, you know, you can do ten times better..

Oh.. and to this "cody" My father is in jail for beatin the shit out of me.. But he had to go in after the doctors had to dig out my knife from his chest. My shot gun is cleaned once a week.. For once, I'd like a reason to clean it after usin, doveh. I consider the twins my daughters.. And you think I'd kill ya for messin with me? I'd torture you for the rest of your life, crushing your spirit.. then maybe when I get bored with ya.. I'll let ya die..

Emphasis on the world "maybe"

An ol' southern girl like me has seen bigger bear shits then you, ya little bastard.

So be a nice boy, and give me an address. I'm always up to play. *smiles sweetly and winks*

[marzzmatrix]

usually, at times like this, i like to call bluffs. You understand that, by reading the below comment, that i care very very deeply for sarah, and even though hailey's a bitch towards me, if i ever heard of anything bad happening to them,... i dont know what i'd do... if i had the chance, i'd be up there in an INSTANT to take care of them. BOTH of them. i would give my life for sarah or hailey.... no matter what's been said, or what's happened.

I still love sarah. Haley is still my "sister".... and i'd protect them until the day i die.

So, if you want an address, IM me sometime. I'll gladly give it to you. Trust me, a load of buckshot through the heart is easier than what i'm having to deal with now.

[stubborn_angel]

*Raises an eyebrow* Dear Boy.. You have no idea how many times I've heard somthing almost exactly like that.. and each time I hear it.. it gets more and more amusing. Sure, you might just be the one in a million guy that acctually means that bullshit.. but I'm not taking that chance. I know what it feels like to have my heart broken and treaded on, yet still love the same bastard, and to tell you the truth.. I would have gladly died to protect Sarah and Hail from that pain... Or just kill the stupid jerk who caused it.

The next time I do hear of you hurting either of those girls.. I'll drive my truck to your house, shove my steel toe boots up your ass after shootin your knees full of birdshot so ya can't run.

But sense its the "caring" and "forgiving" season, I'll let this one pass, doveh.

[marzzmatrix]

The next time I do hear of you hurting either of those girls.. I'll drive my truck to your house, shove my steel toe boots up your ass after shootin your knees full of birdshot so ya can't run.

Sounds like fun.

[marzzmatrix]

ya know, i never did mean to hurt you. You know that. That was the farthest thing from my mind. I do still love you. More than you'll ever know. But.... some things just weren't meant to be...

And i didn't tell holly no, because, at the time, we WEREN'T dating. as in, me and you. You had dumped me. she was there.

No, i don't post about you in my journal. But you're always in my heart. No matter what, no matter where i am.

I'm glad you'll keep that ring on. Because, you never know what the future holds. You'll never be a faded memory to me... you'll always be a part of me, the person that's shaped me, made me the way i am today.