ok. so i told liz about my "baby" andshe dumped me. stupidb itch. she siad she loved me. she lied, i gu ess. so, i don'tknow how to tell y parents yet. ugh

so, liek, michelle saysshes gonna have thi sbaby. so i dunno what to do nwo. should itell my parents yet or wait? maybshe could change her mind, no? ugh. should i ltell liz yet?

so... 'chelle is realy pregnent. i dunnowhta to do. i watn her to have an abrotion. its easier tha way. damn. this puts a strane between liz and me, to. how am i goanna tell liz about this? does she even need to know? i can't think stra ight reight not.

fuck.

the last couple a dayds weregood. somedrinkin some drugs and some sex. tonight i gotta go to youth group (make it end). and tomorrow, i have to go to the dcotor with 'chell cause shes still sayin she's pregnatn and i gotta go with her.i wanna find out.

shes such a ho, i bet it's nto even my abby if she is rpegnant

my dad came home last night, so i didnth ave time to post. sorry. so mi chelle said she took a homepregnacny test and she is pregnant,but i stil don't believe her.

'chell is still claiminto be pregnent. that's stupid. and melisa called me for some re ason, but i wasnt home at thetime. the girls catn get enough of me a parently.

ok di was kiding. melisa probably just wants ehr CD back, i've had it long enuogh.

i thnk michelle is lying about being preggers.

i git into a big fihgt at youth group last night. the lady was reding someth ing from rrevalation and i asked her about genesis and she gotm ad/ i asked her about rulesf rom the bible and why peop le foll ow some and not others. she coulnd't give me a straight anewser. it was funny. it caused a big fightfor about 20min utes ( Read more... )

liz and i are gonna go h angout now. bye

'che;l;le sent me an email saying she's pregnant, bt it don't believe it. she said her period is late. i looked a the calendr, and she shouldntg haviue it for a npother few days

mom said i gotta mow the lwn tomorrow. she said i gotta be "the man oft he house" till my dad gets home. well, whateve. ill do my be st. i think im kidna young to be "the man of the houes," though. tomorrow night is youth grou p. i think im gonna tell that old lady off, and tlel her im not comming back. maybe il'l wait until my dad feels better ( Read more... )