I am folded

Mar 30, 2004 23:42

Sometimes I really wonder. I swear to God, I try but things always bite me in the ass. Received some of the shittiest news of my life today. My entire life has been soooo screwed up and each day I find out more and more about to what degree. Then I read something that leaves me beyond baffled and I want to be upset but I don't think I can be. I've ( Read more... )

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ashleygordon March 31 2004, 06:11:09 UTC
You can call me and talk to me about what is wrong if you want to. You should know by now that I will listen and I will try to help but b/c you don't want your time wasted I am putting the ball in your court. If you want to talk about it I'm here.

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Thanks jimmyeatpp March 31 2004, 08:15:10 UTC
I appreciate it but no amount of talking can fix anything. It's just a matter of time. I feel like shit now but maybe I won't in a few years. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Plus, it's all family stuff and I'm not in a position to repeat any of it.

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anonymous March 31 2004, 06:26:52 UTC
get over it, your life isnt hardly as nad as you make it out to be.

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anonymous March 31 2004, 06:27:35 UTC
get over it, your life isnt hardly as bad as you make it out to be.

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Sure thing jimmyeatpp March 31 2004, 08:13:05 UTC
If you believe that then you are exactly the kind of person I was referring to. And you have no idea how bad my life is because I only share what's going on with one person. It's not really my place to go around and broadcast everything bad that happens to me just so everyone else thinks my unhappiness is real. Plus if I did that anyway, everyone would just think I was whining. So you see it a lose lose situation. It's people like you that make me think the only way I could possibly explain any fraction of what I feel would be to not exist anymore. I suppose it's a good thing I'm in control of my destiny and not you.

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Re: Sure thing anonymous March 31 2004, 11:21:04 UTC
If you think what you typed up there isn't whining, then what is? You say you don't want anyone to say how great you are and give you pity when that is what you are after. You can lie to yourself all you want but you can't lie to those that are intelligent. Just how bad is your life? You are always complaining about it. How hard is it? Do you have kids you can't feed? Is your car bill just too high? Is the rent due and you have now way of paying it? Or, do you live on the streets and can only afford a few dollars each week to go to an internet cafe and update about your extremely tough life? Or maybe you have everything you need and don't have to spend a dime but since a lot of people don't pay attention to you you get upset and come on here to complain about it? Is that it, have you been spoiled to the point that if you don't get your way you try to make other people feel sorry for your pathetic life? I don't feel sorry for you. But that is what you want, right? How do you know the only person you share your life with isn't me? It's ( ... )

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Re: Sure thing anonymous March 31 2004, 14:31:47 UTC
Hey there tonto, why not leave your name if you stand so strongly behind your convictions?

-SANDRA

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Holy Crap! sapooh March 31 2004, 17:08:51 UTC
Dang...I didn't realize that there were people out there that would spend their time bitching people out when they don't even know the situation. She blatantly said not to comment, but you decided to send her a book on what a horrible person she is. If you know her, then you should be able to tell her who you are and if you don't know her then why are you even butting into her business ( ... )

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