I've been rereading this journal

[jimmymot]

it is so sad.........as in pathetic and depressing. But also helpful, as I can see how far I've come.

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[ihearavoice]

i'm glad it's helpful.
How are you?
I hope you're good.

-H. Jersey

[jimmymot]

I have actually never been better.
I'm in new zealand now, with my soon-to-be wife. I've been clean from all drugs (including alcohal) for 9 months and have been taking my medication regularly for just as long. The rape obsession is long gone. Life is wonderful....

How are you??

[ihearavoice]

I've been very unclean from alcohol for the past year, but i feel much better for it; going out with my friends from high school has changed me a lot, and i like it.

I'm not lonely all the time but the feelings never go away.

I am extremely glad to hear you're doing so well. Congratulations!