I decided to read my journal from the beginning. I took my life for fucking granite. I would have so much fun, do so much shit, and still think my day sucked
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Well, I hope that you're having some fun there, and I'm sure that you'll have an ok time once school starts there.
I remember when you didn't do drugs (except your perscriptions), and you seemed pretty happy. Sometimes I thought that it was partly my fault because I seemed to be one of the first people that smoked with you (like at TFO and before). I'm sure that you tried it before me, but it seemed like I was there when you first started getting into iti. I don't do it anymore because it's totally dulled my mind. I can stare off into space for 10 minutes without a single thought coming to my head. I don't think that weed is evil, like I think other drugs are, but it can certainly cause problems if you use it everyday or center your life around it.
But living with your dad is probably best for right now, because I'm sure that drugs would be too seductive of a choice if you were to come back at this point.
it wasn't your fault at all and it wasn't a bad thing that it happened; Weed actually did help me with some things. I just went too far with it.
Weed, and weed alone, would definatly be tempting if I went back to my mom's but I know I would never let it become the center of my existence ever again. I've gained too much perspective on it now.
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I remember when you didn't do drugs (except your perscriptions), and you seemed pretty happy. Sometimes I thought that it was partly my fault because I seemed to be one of the first people that smoked with you (like at TFO and before). I'm sure that you tried it before me, but it seemed like I was there when you first started getting into iti. I don't do it anymore because it's totally dulled my mind. I can stare off into space for 10 minutes without a single thought coming to my head. I don't think that weed is evil, like I think other drugs are, but it can certainly cause problems if you use it everyday or center your life around it.
But living with your dad is probably best for right now, because I'm sure that drugs would be too seductive of a choice if you were to come back at this point.
Have fun.
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Weed, and weed alone, would definatly be tempting if I went back to my mom's but I know I would never let it become the center of my existence ever again. I've gained too much perspective on it now.
No fun here. :(
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