life........questions one asks their self, what does it really mean, what are we ina world of sin and tragedy, death, life, killing, choas, we are nothing but antertainment for our supposed creators and im getting fed up wiht it, but you no what you better call me, you know who you are, i need some advice ( Read more... )

well lets talk about my life ( Read more... )

well im in big trouble starting sunday, my moms telling ym dad that the 150 dollar fine for the car, was re-estimated to 1000 holy shit thats crazy, im hoping our insurance company will cover it, becasue i dont have 1000, but id still have to pay 250, man my life just fucking sucks, im prolly gunna get grounded. i think ive finally reached the ( Read more... )

ok so i got my cd player today yay i like its sweet, and even installed ( Read more... )

i would like to take the time to thank my friends in making my b day weekend, and today super kick ass, sunday was totally rockin we did loads, and today the morning hours wow didnt see that comming but i enjoyed my time wiht you, then after spending 3 hours getting my car registered under my name, then swimming at coungas (josh) wiht fat mitch ( Read more... )

so its my b day tommorrow im exited ill be 17, it seems like yseterday i was 8 years old enjoying life, now one year from now ill be 18 and have to find a real job, highschool will be over wiht, god its so insane how fast time flys. BUt any ways i got a car, and from 3 this after till now i was driving around wiht adam fat mitch and jared, we went ( Read more... )

my party is not going on its re scheuduled (sp) so dont fucking show up at my house because im not going to be there

stayed at adams last nite, madness, poor adam hahahahaha, well b da is apraoching i dont even care really i jsut want a fuckin car. i cant stop thinking about her, its annoying, imagine having a worm wiggling around in your brain and you feel everymove it makes, jsut that fact you cant do anything about it is sheer madness. but ya im so tired and i ( Read more... )

ive came to the conclusion no matter how hard i try theres no helping myself or getting ahead, i cant stand being here anymore, but i have to live wiht it. Theres just that time in every young boys life where people have fucked him over to a point where he askes god if there is one if he can take any more, im ready for the ansewer.

so its early and all but this morning i went to the police dept. cause i got in some trouble, but dont worry im just gunna pay the fine and everything will be ok, im a little sad because i wanted to talk to her last nite but she was busy, but thats ok. i think i know what i want know, but the pain it may cause people will eat my alive. almost my b ( Read more... )