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[jimthelicker]

wow.. its been awhile since i last posted something, hell, i almost forgot about this. a lot has gone on since my last posting. i finished my first year of college... and i did wonderful... 3 F's. now, isnt that something to be proud of? im still working at my sweatshop known as food lion. but what is bothering me tonight is something that i

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[gypsyscot]

Oi kid....
I've been there, and I know she means alot to you, maybe there's a reason you still love her, that little bit of control you always needed from pushing yourself too far.
It's easy for someone to tell you to rid yourself of an emotion, but maybe it's time to forget about it, it doesn't mean you stopped loving her, just that you will give your whole heart to kim.
I dunno man, my life is confusing as fuck currently...
There was a time, when I was jealous as fuck of you, but I got to know you, and you became my friend, and I thought if anything ever happened to me, you were the person I wanted to take care of her.
Times change, hearts change it seems...
We're older, we're growing up, and I miss you Ron, drop me a line...

[jimthelicker]

there was nothing to be jealous with me and her, it was just a really good friendship. but like you said, we all change and maybe this is her changing for life. i dont know, nor do i really feel that i should concern myself with it. im not sure why i felt the way i did, but it made sense to me. and rich, i would have taken care of her for you, but only if she had wanted me to. but enough of that, who cares? life is made of shit like this for reasons that go beyond anybodys' ability to understand.
i guess ill always be the "skirt-chasing, redneck boy down the road" to her, and if that is the case, then so be it.

on a lighter note, it was good to hear from you. here is your dropped line...........................

[allysun212]

I'm sorry about the way you are feeling. Maybe this summer you and her can spend more time together and talk about your relationship more. Maybe this would help you find some answers. I don't know, it's just a suggestion. If anything, know that I love you and if you need to talk just call me!