Comments | jinc1019: "To see the world in a grain of sand."

jinc1019

"To see the world in a grain of sand."

Jul 16, 2006 17:40

I fear now.......that I will find the girl who actually does love me, but.....I won't trust her next time. But, I fear more I will trust her ( Read more... )

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_meggie_ July 18 2006, 18:05:27 UTC

I still read your journal just to let you know... you said in a prior entry that people don't anymore... but i do... Justin someday you will find an amazing woman that will love you unconditionally and will never hurt you. Because you are an amazing person and people get what they deserve and you deserve a person that cares as much about you, as you do about them, and needs you as much as you need them... just give it time sweetheart we're only 18... and well... hate to say it we haven't lived that long... it just hurts the most now because we believe we need to find someone... but honestly i've been thinking about it... why would you want to find someone to be with now... where having that companionship is wonderful... when you are with someone... friendships suffer, free time suffers... you have to make more compromises... you can't always do what you want... and where those aren't all necessarily bad things... take this time to do things for you... to spend time with the people you find most worth while... to meet new people... to ( ... )

_meggie_ July 18 2006, 18:09:36 UTC

And another thing love... you should so write a book and get it published and autograph it for me... :-D I think that would be amazing...

and thank you justin... for everything you have ever done for me... sometimes i feel like i take your friendship for granted... i'm just so happy i have you there... you mean the world to me...

jinc1019 July 19 2006, 01:31:56 UTC

Meg, you are awesome and I appreciate everything you do for me. You don't take me for granted, you use me when you need me and that's exactly what friends are for.....to be there when you need them. You would do the exact same thing for me anytime and you do......I know you're right but in my mind, It will never settle that way. I am never truly happy until I find someone who makes me feel that way. I just need someone special like that to make me feel like everything is ok. It's all I really want in the world. Is to be in love that is. Everything else comes second to me. I just wish I had it. I love you darling and monday will be amazing I'm sure. I'll talk to you later and I miss you big time!

_ohmyhowtacky July 26 2006, 00:35:15 UTC

the heart worth loving will eventually find that youre the best thing for her.
youve always been too pessimistic.