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[jinfae]

strange lucidity-- should i try to remember every phase and change and stage of my surroundings, or do i let them grow and change the way they are doing so now--morphing in and out of evolving stages of life, that are so defined, to me, as a bed here, a shelf here, another one tossed out on the street. i wander between trying to remember it all--

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[anonymous]

I think it's a pretty impossible thing to do. I used to try that myself, document all the changes that I could in my mind, because I believed that would be a surefire way of preserving them forever. But what I've come to realize now is that spending my time on trying to preserve what cannot be preserved keeps me from fully experiencing the present and the future. I can totally relate to the feelings you describe in this post. I still gives me that tingly sensation when I think about it. The only thing now is that I try to live these fleeting moments to the fullest when I still can, before they're gone, and be satisfied with that