Somebody's Heartbreak (0/?)

Mar 15, 2013 13:01

If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak

If you're gonna be somebody's mistake
If you're gonna be somebody's first time,
Somebody's last time, baby be mine
If you're lookin' to be somebody's 'just friends',
A little laughin', little lovin', never callin' again, that's just fine
If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak
Be mine, yeah
Oh, be mine
- Somebody's Heartbreak by Hunter Hayes

When Jongin is drunk he likes to test the line, dip toes in the cool waters of what is forbidden, test the delicious feeling of not toeing the line. It feels just as good as Kyungsoo's lips around his throbbing cock as he trusts in deep, eyes closed to savor the feeling of warm silk against sensitive skin; sometimes he watches as Kyungsoo's hand strokes himself to the smooth rhythm set by Jongin's hip. And times when Jongin is really drunk, he likes to bend his roommate over the bed and fuck Kyungsoo open slowly to the sound of hoarse cries and desperate whimpers.

When they are done, Kyungsoo smiles and softly says, "Goodnight, Jongin."

But they don't talk about it.

Because when Jongin is sober he is like any eighteen years old and prefers the soft flesh and curves of girls his own age, likes the feeling of conformity, likes the high-five's and wolf whistles he hears when he walks by with his latest girlfriend: long legs, short skirt and well manicured nails that are used to rake down his back, leaving angry red marks. And just to be an extra asshole, he makes sure Kyungsoo meets his latest girlfriend.

Because Jongin doesn't want Kyungsoo to be confused. Kyungsoo is nothing more than a pair of lips and warm body when Jongin is too drunk to think about the implications.

But Kyungsoo always smiles, introduces himself as Jongin's roommate, sometimes his voice is raspy from the night before and Jongin has to drag his girlfriend to the nearest stall and ride out his frustration because all he can see are wide eyes filled with lust and only hears Kyungsoo moaning his name.

"You are so fucked up," Sehun comments one day at lunch because Jongin tells Sehun everything and he isn't entirely sure why.

"Blame my parents."

Sehun shrugs, "At least they sent you to therapy when you walked in on your teacher and your mom,"

"At least stop cheating on your girlfriends," Luhan says because Sehun tells Luhan everything.

"Is it cheating though if I don't mess around with another girl?" Jongin asks.

Luhan dumps his lunch over Jongin's head and doesn't speak to him again after that.

Jongin always wake up after a night of too much beer and bad decisions to the feel of Kyungsoo's tongue trailing his skin. He doesn't push the older boy away because he sees the way Kyungsoo's heart breaks in those wide eyes that reveal way too much. So Jongin closes his eyes and pretends he doesn't have a heart so he can't feel Kyungsoo's pain.

Do not read if you don't support boyxboy. I will not take responsibility for any ruined innocence :D
I do not own Kaisoo, do not own Jongin, do not own Kyungsoo although if I wish hard enough?
The story is mine, any resemblance to any previous works is unintentional, pls don't sue I'm poor.
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