My very first!
Mello Everyone,
I'm new here! :;blushes and waves:: encoded_panties and rivalovery this is all their doing....So I hope I will enjoy it here! I'm sure I will! And as a welcoming present I wrote a fic! I hope you will all enjoy it!
Title:The best love you have to wait for...
Author: sadaoru
Pairing: Nakanishi, jinaru, jinru, etc.
Genre:Drama
Rating: NC-17
Flame?: NO PLEASE!!!
Summary: Jin has been betrayed...Will Maru be able help him cope?
A.N.: This fic is for encoded_panties for our new friendship being formed! I love you lots! Special thanks to brooke_ueda for the beta!
“Jin, wait! You don’t have to do this! It’s best to hear him out first….don’t you think!?” Maru pleaded as the younger brunette tossed the cordless phone across the room hitting a picture frame with perfect precision. The glass shattered with Kame and his own picture inside.
“Yes! I do!” He cried out kicking the side of his couch and then hopping twice as he clutched his foot in pain. “And I will NEVER listen to what that whore has to say! IT’S OVER! OVER!” Jin screamed as he ripped off the small pinky ring and threw it at Maru. The taller of the two frowned as the gold band hit his chest and clunked to the ground.
The band was to signify the relationship between Kame and Jin. They had purchased the small bands right before the filming of Gokusen II. The directors were a little worried about their two main co-stars having such an obvious pact together. The rings were to represent their love for each other.
They had finally given into each other after all the years of wanting to be together but never doing anything about it. Their relationship had escalated quickly and Jin realized that spending the rest of his life with Kame would be a fairy tale ending. He loved Kame with more then every fiber in his being but apparently it wasn’t to be.
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Jin had gone to the set of ‘Nobuta Wo Produce’ hoping to see the young actor. He smiled down at the small box in the shopping bag he held. He had tried to make Kazuya a bento box. He frowned at the thought of his extremely messy kitchen awaiting him at home but it didn’t matter as long as Kame would enjoy the bento he made with love. He watched as almost everyone piled out from the building. He checked his watch for the forth time and frowned. Where was he?
Finally, Maki walked from the building laughing heartily with Erika. Jin smiled as they held hands tightly. Jin knew better then to ask if the two were in a relationship. Maki finally looked up to see Jin. He noted how her smiled faded quickly and looked away much to her role of Nobuta on the drama. Erika noticed her behavior but smiled up at Jin with a warm smile as he jogged over to the couple.
“Um, is Kame still in there?!” Jin asked happily to Erika.
“Well….You see Jin…” Erika started. Her slow reply made the brunette feel more impatient by the second. “Well, he is but I wouldn’t g-…” she started but Jin had already run into the large school waving behind him with a smile and a thanks.
He ran through the now, slightly darkened, hallways. He called out softly to the other in a singy-song type of voice. He ran along, poking his head into all of the rooms to see if Kamenashi was hiding inside. He walked up the last set of stairs and heard a faint sound coming from above but as soon as he heard it, the noise had stopped. He ran up the stairs quickly fearing something bad might’ve happened to his lover.
He pushed against the roof top door and stumbled out onto the cement. He stopped as his heart immediately broke in his chest. The bag holding the small box fell to the ground snapping the two heads to look at him. Jin’s eyes glazed over with many emotions all at once. Hatred, betrayal, jealousy, sorrow, and pain. This was why he was always working late. This was why he always smelt like Yamapi not because he bought his cologne. Jin couldn’t help the tears well up in his eyes making the image of the two naked bodies slightly vanish in front of him but he forced the tears down. He turned and ran quickly from the building.
Maru…Nakamaru Yuichi. He needed to talk to him. His best friend. The one that would listen all night to Jin’s problems and do nothing but let him talk. Offer advice and solutions if Jin asked him to. Even until the morning if Jin wanted him just to be there he would and wouldn’t even sleep. Just sit there with him listening to nothing but the silence of the room. He wondered if he was like that with everyone but Jin specially appreciated it.
He had called Maru from his car as his skin felt on fire from anger but the second he heard the elder’s voice he broke down into tears. Yuichi was the one person he didn’t pretend in front of. He couldn’t. There was something almost pure about the older that made him not want to hide. The older told him not to move and was on his way to pick him up. When Maru got there he knocked softly on the window startling Jin fearing it would either be his ex-best friend or his ex-lover. Seeing the brunette eased his worry as he stepped from the car carefully. The soft smooth voice of the oldest member ushered him to the silver Lexus. They drove in silence as Nakamaru knew better then to ask about what had happened. Jin waited until they had reached his apartment to finally release his anger. He marched over to where the phone had been sitting on the charging cradle. He grabbed at it and dialed carefully smiling as he went into voicemail.
“Yes, Kame! It’s over…more then over! You know it…I know it! Everyone will know it! Oh! And tell my best friend…I NEVER WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN!” he screamed into the phone and throwing it across the room as the other member asked him a question.
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To say that Maru felt uncomfortable was an understatement but it was for Jin. He had never turned away any member in Kat-tun before and definitely wouldn’t start now. He was in the middle of being a third wheel anyways for the evening. Junno and Koki had asked him to join them for bubble tea. He tried in refusing only to get Koki’s puppy dog eyes and Junno’s pout. Both together at once was a very dangerous combination. He wondered why they wanted him to come as all they were doing was ignoring him.
Everyone in KAT-TUN had a pair. Except himself and Ueda. The beat boxer had feelings for the former leader but decided Ueda wasn’t for him. Ueda had no trouble in telling people the truth which most considered to be rudely blunt. When Yuichi had finally confused to him Ueda simply looked up at him and replied “I’m interested in you to Yuichi, but not in the same way.” Ueda had then proceeded to tell Yuichi that he would only pursue a sexual relationship with him and not an emotional which completely turned Maru off.
Now, he stood in Jin’s living room watching as he had a nervous break down. He watched as the sexy idol walked over to where the picture frame had fallen almost in a trance like state. Maru watched in horror as Jin’s bare feet crunched over the jagged pieces of glass. The blood welling in between his bare toes as he dropped to his knees and picked the frame out from under the broken glass. The taller heard soft whimpers of pain mixed with Kame’s name.
Maru heart ached in his chest. He didn’t need details this time around. He didn’t need explanations. One of his best friends sat in hysterics and the emotion of wanting to kill Kame entered his system but Jin’s actions had woken him up. Maru walked over to the now kneeling other. The soft sound of glass crunched under his boots as he wrapped his hands under Jin’s armpits and tugged upwards. Jin was heavy for him as Maru was leaner then the other. He flopped the talented singer onto his couch and ran off for some towels. Maru needed to inspect the bottom of Jin’s feet for glass.
After five pieces were removed, antiseptic, and band aids applied, Jin’s feet were on the way to recovery. After Maru had placed the last band aid on his heel Jin drew his knees up to the couch hiding himself in them, wrapping his arms around them like a defense mechanism. The darker brunette frowned and removed his boots as he eased in beside the other. He pressed his foot into the cushions and leaned his bent knee against the back of the couch as his other foot sat firmly on the floor.
Jin felt like he wanted to die. Actually, there was nothing more in the world he wanted at this very moment. Not only had Kame cheated on him but with his best friend and he had also made a fool of himself in front of Maru. He knew Maru would never make fun of him or even bring this moment up again in the future. He felt a soft warm feeling enter him from the other’s presence. Having him there made things seem okay and that everything would turn out okay in the end. He whimpered softly into his knees as the feeling of wanting to be held entered his system.
He lifted his head and turned his head to the right. Seeing the beat boxer there made smile slightly. The room was dark but Akanishi could still see the troubled look over his friends face. The hip dancer knew that he was more then likely confused out of his mind right now but knew it had to do with Kame. The sun set over five minutes ago leaving the room with a dark hue of the night sky. Jin rested his head against his knee caps while looking at the other.
“Naka…Maru” Jin asked out hesitantly in the now almost dark room.
“Yes, Jin?!” Maru replied as Jin noticed he sprang to attention.
“Will you do me a favor?” Akanishi asked barely above a whisper.
“Anything! You know that.” Maru leaned in to hear the other closely.
“Hold me?” Jin asked pathetically. He didn’t know why he asked the other but it certainly been asked and before Jin could retract his request, he felt Maru’s long fingers dance over his arms as another set of fingers slid over his back. His arms had never appeared to be that long to Jin before as he tugged the smaller towards him. Jin felt himself fit comfortably between the open legs as arms held him tightly. So tight, that Jin could feel the sincerity in Maru’s grasp. Jin’s head fit perfectly under the beat boxers chin as he leaned against his chest. Jin placed his head comfortably against the nook of his shoulder getting a perfect view of his slender neck.
A soft burning feeling filled Jin as he looked up at the other. Barely seeing anything past his earlobe. The soft but quick pulse beating into Jin’s ear. He smiled at the sound. Nakamaru must be really worried at this point for his heart to race as fast as it was. As long as Jin was there he was going to take the chance to get closer. He pressed closer nuzzling his face against the other’s neck. The soft scent that was only Maru’s filled his senses. It was a deep smell almost natural but left a soft after scent of cologne lingering in his nose. He felt the pulse that beat in his neck press harder against Akinishi’s lips.
He didn’t know what had come over him. Maybe it was how vulnerable he was at the moment. Maybe it was the idea of getting back at Kame. Maybe it was realizing how wonderful the person he was with now was but Jin’s lips began to take life of their own. He parted them slowly breathing a few times over the beat boxers neck but lifted his lower lip over the tanned flesh slowly. Noticing no change in the other’s behavior, he moved both lips making undoubtedly a kiss on Nakamaru’s neck. He felt the other’s shoulders slightly tense up maybe from the realization of just what Jin was doing. Jin moved quickly before he lost his chance. He kissed the soft neck four more times and licked the spot right behind Maru’s earlobe. He was sure he felt Maru shiver from his actions. His tongue went to reach out for the sweet spot again only to have the other shove him away.
The long arms of Maru held him tightly by his shoulders. He was now arm length away from the other. Why was everyone pushing him away? Was he that terrible of a person to be with?
“Jin…” He heard one of the best voices from KAT-TUN speak deeply. It was as if honey was being poured from a jar. It was just that thick and just as sensual to Jin’s ears but he looked seriously at the other. “Your….vulnerable right now….don’t do things you’ll regret in the future okay?” he spoke wisely but a soft sting entered his chest at the words spoken to him.
“I’m….sorry” Jin hung his head in shame as he suddenly looked up frightened grabbing loosely at Maru’s sweater. “Please don’t leave! It won’t happen again! I dunno, I jus-…”
“Shhh…”Maru had cut him off and pulled him back against his chest. “Don’t worry about that for now. It was a mistake. Mistakes happen and I would never dream of leaving you in the state your in right now Jin.”
Jin’s heart broke for a second time that evening. Had he fallen for the wrong member of KAT-TUN all this time? Was the person who would’ve cared for him and nurtured him from the beginning sitting with him now? Yes, he might’ve kissed him for the wrong reasons but once started he wanted to continue. Maru had always taken care of him. No matter when or how late. He sniffled softly as the thought of being with the beat boxer filled his thoughts as he drifted off to sleep.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
“You’re what?” Nakamaru chocked out. Sure that he had heard the other wrong. It felt like it was hard to breathe. He swallowed hard the feeling of his throat restricting as the urge to yell out filled his throat. Truth was, after the night Jin had kissed him, Nakamaru couldn’t stop thinking about Jin. About him, about the kiss, and now this.
“I’m leaving,” Jin smiled softly at the other “Just for about six months! No time at all really! No one will even notice me gone!” the brunette with the longer hair smiled at Nakamaru weakly. It was hard to lie to his face.
“This isn’t because of Kam-”
“NO!” Jin turned away from the other. Lying to him was REALLY hard. He let a soft chuckle dance on the air. “I would never leave for his benefit you know that! Plus, I’m way over that! It happened a long time ago!” Jin turned back around and smiled at the other. Jin was now using everything acting school had ever taught him. He watched as Maru looked him carefully in the eyes. Akanishi felt like he was searching him, looking for the proper answer. Jin bit down on the inside of his lower lip. The metallic taste sliding over the tip of his tongue attacking his taste buds. “However, there is supposed to be a press conference next week…and…I was hoping you would come with me. Support me and my decision.”
“Of course! Did you honestly think I would say no?” Maru smiled softly and then excused himself from the room. He walked down the corridor as quickly as his long legs would take him without breaking into a jog. He slipped into a Conference room and pressed his back against the wooden door. He finally released the air he held. He was sure he was holding it since Jin told him of his leaving. The tall member rested his head against the back of the door and slid to the floor with his knees left bent.
Jin was leaving and there was nothing Yuichi could do to stop him.
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“We are here, live, at the airport and Akanishi Jin has JUST stepped off the plane!” the noisy news anchor shouted over the screaming fan girls and shouting paparazzi. He watched as she ran along side of him asking questions that he didn’t want to answer.
He looked good. Healthier. He had gained weight which made Nakamaru happy. He smiled as he watched the idol stop and shake a few, of the die hard fans, hands. He couldn’t help but smile. His best friend had finally returned home. He and Jin had stayed in touch through emails and webcam sometimes but the time difference was very hard. Also, between YOUtachi, Shounen Club and Cartoon KAT-TUN’s taping he had no time to stay up late to talk to the other.
He sighed regrettably and turned off the loud television. He didn’t want to hear anymore.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
He had finished off his seventh beer with a happy gasp. It was good to be back in Japan. The space and time he had taken was a perfect amount to get over his feelings for Kame. He could look at him, talk with him, and even joke with him. He looked at him no different again but there was someone that had changed in his eyes. He had thought about him just about everyday. He would download all the shows he was on just so he wouldn’t forget his smile, frown and most especially his laugh.
He had gotten thin. Painfully thin. Jin watched as he picked up his drink and sipped the contents in the glass. Jin reached over the table as he placed down the glass and grasped the now extremely small wrist. Akanishi’s worried for the other as before he was already much too thin. He didn’t need to continue his weight loss.
“They got you working this hard?” Jin asked concerned as Maru laughed and tugged his wrist from Jin’s grip.
“No! I’m fine!” the small slur now hanging on some of his words. Truth was he wanted to stop thinking about him. His thoughts had been filled with the hip thrust idol for six months now and wished for things to go back to normal but he knew they couldn’t. Maru knew something had happened, somewhere along the way where his feelings got entangled with the others.
Actually, Yuichi knew exactly when he had let his feelings interfered with the other. The night he allowed the other to kiss him and the very idea annoyed Maru. He knew Jin would never kiss him again and that hurt. He looked at the other who now watched him carefully. His light brown eyes that sometimes would look deep green if the light hit them properly. He turned away quickly reaching for another beer.
“You never drink Maru! You okay!” Ueda hiccupped as he noticed something else other then the waiter’s ass for five seconds.
“I’m fine! Just celebrating Akanishi’s return!” he tipped the cup at the man and chugged the entire contents followed with a small hiccup at the end with a lazy wipe of his mouth. He knew better then to get drunk as he would always get careless by doing and saying whatever he pleased. Maybe he should have evaluated this a bit better but instead just chuckled and tried to beat box which ended up with Ueda giggling at Maru as he failed at something he was so great at.
He had to admit that Nakamaru was a cute drunk. A soft hue touched his cheeks adding to his cuteness while causing his nose to turn a soft red as well. He hated how Maru had been teased while he had been gone. He couldn’t believe the rest of KAT-TUN had allowed it to happen too. He was even angrier that Koki had been part of it. He hated sitting there watching the entire cast of YOUtachi insult him to his face and he knew Maru would be the better man. Smile through it and do it. Jin also hated watching Nakamaru perform weekly tasks on YOUtachi of beat boxing on thrill rides just to “prove” he wasn’t “ordinary”. Jin knew the taller was more then ordinary and he hated that people didn’t see just how special he was but at he same time was glad. As he felt like he had a piece of Maru that no one else had.
Junno had stood up and collected his Uke boyfriend and left more earlier then the rest as Ueda walked over to the bar smiling at the waiter and started his conversation with the sentence “Do you know who I am?” bit.
Jin watched Ueda talk with the waiter as a soft chime made him turn. He watched Kazuya open his phone and answer the call.
“Moshi, Moshi! Ah! Yamapi-honey!” Kazuya turned to smirk at Akanishi as he got up.
“Jerk…” Maru muttered under his breath making Jin look over at him surprised.
“Now Yu-kun, that’s the booze talking!” Jin snickered as the beat boxer sneered at the idol who left the room.
“No…” Maru shook his head and giggled close after “The room is spinning…and he did that because he thought it would bother you!” Jin knew that even though Yuichi was drunk he knew he was telling the truth. Kame had become bitter towards Jin but if anyone was allowed to be bitter, wouldn’t that be Jin?
“Come on Maru…Let’s take you home!” Jin smiled as he wrapped the beat boxer’s arm around his shoulder and carried him out waving casually at the still flirting Ueda.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
“Down I go!” Maru giggled as Jin tossed him onto his bed. “Jin’s bed is comfy!” he spoke bouncing twice and then lying down flat on his back.
“Come on here Yu-kun. Let’s get those clothes off!” Jin prodded trying to get the other into some pyjamas and into bed before he caught a cold.
“Not on the first date!” Maru chuckled as Jin removed his boots and tossed them into the corner.
“Very funny!” Jin spoke up as he crawled up beside the other. He now knew why Nakamaru never drank. Maru always calm, cool, collected, and controlled now looked up at him through his half slit eyes. Jin lifted the light blue sweater vest, that covered the dress shirt underneath, over Maru’s head.
“Jin…” Maru began as he looked up at Jin with his hands limp on either side of his head with his palms face up.
“Yes?” Jin asked as he knelt on his knees hunched over slightly starting to remove each button carefully. Maru looked completely delicious. Jin’s eyes traveled over the older man that was now sprawled across his bed. His soft breathes brushed against chins face as he softly panted from the set of full lips. Jin watched the small Adam’s apple bob under his skin as his eyes traveled over the long neck to the place he once kissed before. Maru’s hair was tousled over the sheets but still took that perfect spiky shape that Jin adored so much because no one else in KAT-TUN had anything like it. Jin’s stomach began fluttering and heating up along with his lower half but he shook his head. Maru was more then drunk and even if Jin tried to tell him that he liked him it would be completely pointless. “What is it Yu-kun?” Jin asked focusing on the task at hand.
“I…” Maru stopped causing Jin to look up at the other’s face. Was he redder? Or was it just Jin’s imagination. “Jin…” Yuichi whimpered up at the other softly.
Jin couldn’t help but look away from the other. He had to admit the older man was slightly tempting him as he was lying on his bed, allowing him to take off his clothes and calling his name in the most delicious sounding voices. If it was Kame in this position he would’ve already taken the plunge with him but things were different with the older man. He thought about consequences and doing anything with Jin would be a major consequence.
“Jin…” Jin’s eyebrow twitched as his name was called a second time from the beat boxer. Did his name always sound that good when Maru said it? If he wanted to not lose control of himself he would need Maru to stop with his incessant moaning as it was really starting to affect on how tight Jin’s pants were getting.
“Yes, Yu-ku-…” he was shocked to see the other now propped up on his elbows and extremely close to his face. Jin’s eyes widened and searched over the small set of deep brown eyes at looked at him closely. His sentence had been cut but with good reason. Maru’s full lips were close…maybe too close for Jin to handle right now.
“I missed you a lot Jin….” Maru’s words rolled from him but he knew completely what he was trying to do. He wanted to kiss those damn lips! They had been haunting him every night since Jin had left but especially when Maru would be sleeping. He would wake up in the night, sweating, after dreaming about those lips wandering over places they probably shouldn’t be. He had planned this from the moment he left his house. He wanted…no, needed to kiss Jin. It had been almost over a year at this point and it was driving him crazy. However, Maru knew himself all too well. He knew he would never be able to kiss the other sober but he knew how relaxed he could get with a few drinks in him.
Jin simply tucked his lips into his mouth and nodded. It felt like his heart was pounding in his chest. Should he just kiss him and get it over with? No! He wanted Maru to want to kiss him back. Good and proper. He didn’t want a drunk meaningless kiss. He wanted Yuichi to want it like he did. He watched as the other sat there with his eyes dancing over Jin’s looking for answers that were there but he didn’t know it. Jin’s voice caught in his throat as the older man tilted his chin upwards. His eyes now almost closed as he spoke in that god forsaken voice.
“Really….missed you…” Jin at this point now wanted to do nothing but rip every last article from Yuichi’s body and make him whimper for more but that was Jin’s domineering side showing through. Jin couldn’t bite on his lips any harder. He had already chewed up the inside of his bottom lip and was now working on the top. He closed his eyes and tried to concentrate on his task. He felt the button sitting in his hand as he started to try and unlock the button from the tiny hole.
He felt the other’s breath on his face as he softly giggled. “I hate being tickled….” Maru smiled out tilting his chin a centimetre higher. Jin could now feel the hairs on the back of his neck stand as his pants had now become unbearable. Jin was going to definitely going to pay a visit to the washroom with his best friend, the right hand. Either Maru was teasing him on propose or because he was so drunk it didn’t matter but to Jin it was an eternity of pain.
Jin released another button as he jumped slightly as Maru’s nose brushed his own. “Oops…my nose…so big hmm?” Maru smiled as he now rested his forehead against Jin’s leaving his nose pressed against the side of Jin’s smaller nose. Jin gripped at the fabric under his hands knowing well it was the brunette’s shirt but he needed something to hold onto. Maru was too close and Jin was about to go insane. Maybe he could he kiss Nakamaru now while he was drunk so he wouldn’t remember or he could wait? Jin closed his eyes tightly and felt the nose softly nudge at him almost asking for him to decide.
“Jin…” he felt the nose and forehead leave his which disappointed him but also relieved him. Jin opened his eyes only to be met with a smaller set of almond shaped kind. He was still too close but it was better this way or was it. Jin leaned forward a bit unknowingly as he watched Maru tilt his chin again. Was he willing to accept it? Accept Jin and all his flaws? Was he, himself ready? One look in the other’s eyes told him everything and nothing all at once.
“Can we stop this…..I’m tired of hiding it….” Maru’s words hit Jin like lighting. It moved from his head to his toes and before he could move he felt the sweet soft lips of Yuichi. As soon as he pressed down he backed away. Jin watched as he bit his bottom lip and hung his head instantly. Jin’s heart felt like it had exploded. Finally, after all this time he had who he really wanted.
“Then you better have gotten so rest….because I’m about to make you a lot more tired…” Jin smirked as the other looked up with wide eyes. Jin’s lips connected as he pressed down onto Maru’s making sure he was really kissing him. He heard the other make a soft whimper in the back of his throat as Jin’s tongue moved over Maru’s full lower lip. Begging for entrance which was humbly accepted. Jin felt Maru’s long fingers slide up his chest and onto his back to grab a fistful of Jin’s shirt only to tug him down on top of him.
Jin’s hands immediately reached out to stop him from falling directly on top of the other. He placed the palm of his hands against the small pillow that rest on either side of the beat boxers head. Jin moved his body over top of the other nudging the taller mans legs apart so he could fit in between. It was almost like a puzzle piece coming together with such ease. He had never felt more comfortable with anyone else. Not even his ex.
Jin’s lips broke their kiss as he was curious to explore the older mans body. Jin immediately went to the place where he had made him shiver last time. He kissed and immediately licked the small dip behind the tiny earlobe. A small gasp exited the brunette’s lips also making his hips rise off the bed slowly but move back down. Maru was much more sensitive then Jin could’ve ever imagined and he loved it. Jin’s lips covered the spot and softly suckled. He was going to leave his mark and make sure no one was going to touch his Nakamaru.
The soft yet painful suckle made Yuichi’s back slightly arch against the other. Nakamaru’s neck and ears were his sweet spots which made his fingers clutch at the back of Jin’s shirt. He could feel Jin’s hair around his face almost like a cover for him of protection. Finally hearing a soft pop noise and a satisfied “hmm” come from Jin he knew his chore was over. Maru’s fingers grabbed at the bottom hem on the back on Jin’s shirt and tugged it over his head as Jin’s lips traveled thoughtlessly over to Maru’s throat. With Jin’s shirt off Maru knew exactly what to do. He smirked as he turned his head skilfully to attack the other.
Jin released a soft whimper as his hips moved on their own pressing against Maru making him release a low moan in the back of his throat. Maru had licked his collarbone. Jin had never wanted his collarbones touched from fear of erection. He remembered the very first time he had found out. It was at the Wink up Chinese photo shoot and Maru had touched them softly making him scream and embarrass himself in front of the camera. However, the second it happened he fled to the bathrooms. He couldn’t understand how one touch could’ve set him off but now he knew. It was Nakamaru.
Akanishi stopped his own onslaught to look down at the other. A large shock moved directly to his groin as he looked on. Maru’s hair tousled in almost every with way but still looked sexy as his eyes were closed with a soft expression written over his face. Jin smiled and kissed the top of Maru’s head as the other licked carefully. He licked almost like a kitten in short unsure motions. Jin kissed his head again as he released just how innocent Nakamaru Yuichi really was.
“Maru….” Jin breathed out in more of a moan then as a stern voice to stop him. He bit his lower lip from smiling even more then he already was as he felt Maru’s lips start to softly suck and then let go, suck and let go. “Suck really hard…all at once…” Jin instructed to the other as he knew of him trying to give a hickey. Jin wanted the other to claim him. He wanted to bare Yuichi’s mark.
Maru’s lips did as they were told following his lover’s instruction. Maru’s fingers wondered over to the front of Jin’s shirtless upper torso. One of Jin’s favourite things about Maru was his long fingers so feeling them dance over his skin made Jin shiver against the other. He released a soft gasp as he felt the brunette’s slightly cold fingers brush over his nipples. He tipped his head down and reclaimed his lips. All he could think about was Maru’s lips and wanting more.
Jin’s fingers clenched on either side of Yuichi’s shirt that was still only half unbuttoned as he balanced himself on his knees. He tugged hard on either side hearing the buttons pop off and hit the furniture surrounding them. Hearing his lover gasp underneath him.
“Promise to buy you a new one…”Jin mumbled as he moved himself down to the tanned chest. The average set of nipple fell perfectly into his mouth as his tongue slid over the soft nub in his own excitement. He remembered he could never do this with Kame as his nipples were, well, almost non-existent. Jin heard a soft moan flutter from above him that he was more then happy to hear as it wasn’t Kame’s. No, it was Nakamaru’s.
He felt finger tips dancing on his lower stomach making his mouth leave his task and glance downwards. Yuichi’s slender fingers were fumbling desperately against Jin’s crown belt buckle cover. He looked up at the other and noticed his eyes closed tightly. Jin couldn’t help but chuckle softly making Maru’s fingers stop.
“You won’t get anywhere with those eyes closed” Jin hummed out his voice like silk to Maru’s ears. Jin leaned in and kissed over Maru’s eyes. He wanted to savour Maru. Taste, smell, touch him and make him never forget it. The beat boxer opened his eyes and blushed brightly from embarrassment.
Jin and Maru both watched as Maru’s fingers successfully removed the heavy belt. Jin reached forward and did the same. He noticed Maru’s eyes never left his hands like as if he were in a trance. As Jin removed the thin belt he stopped and left a few burning kisses along the brunette’s long torso. Jin looked over Maru carefully committing the entire thing to memory. One hand gripped Jin’s left wrist tightly as the other lay out by his side, his hair spread out over the white covers as if on fire, his lips parted ever so slightly, his cheeks a deep hue as his chest heaved. Before this moment, Jin would have never said that Maru was beautiful but it was the first word that came to his mind this very second.
He leaned in and claimed the beat boxer’s lips softly. Everything he had ever thought about a beat boxers lips was wrong. Not only were they the best he had ever kissed but they were completely amazing. Kissing Maru was comfortable and easy he had softness yet technique. Which all of Jin’s previous lovers lacked. Jin nipped at the small corner of Yuichi’s mouth and smiled.
Jin licked his lips as his eyes traveled down the long torso. His eyes reached what just might have been his favour part on Maru’s body. His jeans now sat dangerously low. So low that his thin pelvic bones showed most of the way down. It was almost like it was guiding Jin. His mouth instantly watered wanting just to suckle on the bone. He looked up at the other as he slid himself down. He felt Maru tense up as he gasped hard. Akanishi’s tongue slid over the inside of the protruding bone and up to his navel. He circled it twice as Yuichi watched curiously. Jin ended with a kiss to the, almost outty, belly button.
Jin reached down and grabbed one of Maru’s hands and placed it over his hip. If this was happening these were going to need to come off. He slid the tight jeans down and kicked them to the floor to join the rest of the mess. Maru’s eyes didn’t cast down once as Jin noticed a sudden flash of fear spread across Maru’s face making him stop.
“Yu-kun…..we…don’t have to do this!” Jin nuzzled the elder’s neck as he lie now fully naked against him but trying to take his mind away from the obvious only to feel him shake his head no.
“Jiinnnn…” Maru whined as the other ignored his own needs. He was slightly intimidated about himself but felt that if Jin loved him enough to go this far. He was going to take the plunge. Maru’s groin could feel the heat pouring in from the other pressed against him. The beat boxer’s hips pressed upwards against the other making him hiss for many different reasons.
Nakamaru knew how to tease and tease well. Jin couldn’t help but press himself against the rough jeans biting his lower lip for comfort. Maru drew in a breath as he felt his pants grow entirely too wet at this point. So if Jin wasn’t going to help him then he would do it himself. He reached down and slid his pants lower as he noticed a set of eyes watching him. He smirked and pressed upwards against Jin again. Loving the sound of the soft hissing the emitted from Jin.
Maru’s hand reached down with extreme care and allowed his long fingers to slide from Jin’s tip to his base. Causing a soft moan to finally come from the other.
“And here all I thought you did was hiss” the taller of the two giggled as Jin smirked and tugged Maru’s pants clean off of him. If Yu-kun was going to play dirty so was he but sighting the other made him forget his vengeance. Maru was definitely worth the wait as he mouth watered from the site. He shook his head mentally noting what he would do to Nakamaru another day.
Jin carefully lowered himself against the other. Feeling the two different heats clashing together as well as flesh made Nakamaru gasp. Jin had no issues in the size department that was for sure. Maru’s heat was driving Jin insane. He needed to move. He soon was needing release from the other. He moved slowly along Yuichi making their erections rub against one another. Yuichi had never felt anything more pleasurable in his life as he arched his back. He wanted to beg for Jin but bit his tongue.
“Yu-kun…”Jin panted as he looked down at the other as beads of sweat clung to his forehead. “I…need…” Maru understood and pressed himself against the shorter making himself release a deep moan. Jin followed the slow, yet study, pressing pushing harder against Maru finally getting his head bent back in absolute pleasure.
Jin readied himself finally glancing up at his new lover for approval. Maru wasn’t looking but was definitely in a fit of pleasure as he watched Maru clutch at the sheets in desperation. Jin positioned himself carefully against Maru’s opening as pressed into him. He carefully and slowly sunk himself deeply into Nakamaru.
A soft struggled cry left the beat boxer as he felt a fire but it was a good fire. Small pulses rushed through his body and through his erection making short small moans exit his mouth.
Jin’s head rested on his lovers shoulder as he paused before continuing any farther. Maru being tight was an understatement. Jin feared he would lose it from moving out of him once. He held the older man tenderly making sure he wasn’t alone in his pain.
“More…”Maru’s soft yet deep voice made Jin snap his head up from the surprised command. Maru smiled as he wrapped a leg around the thin waist and began to move his hips in a circular motion making Jin clutch onto the taller man's shoulders. Jin shivered as small electric currents flowed through his body. He nipped at Maru’s collarbone as he lifted himself to the palms of his hands. He had to grant what his lover asked of him. This time Jin was going to make sure his lover wouldn’t have a reason to leave him.
Jin moved his hips carefully as he slid himself from the tight warmness as he slid himself back in slowly. He felt the tiny nails of Yuichi dig into his back but Jin loved the sensation. If Maru was in pain he wanted to feel it too even if it was clique. He repeated the motion a few more times as he leaned forward pressing his lips to the beat boxer’s.
“More…” Maru whimpered again on his lips as Jin started to move faster gasping in his own pleasure. He reached down and pressed the palm of his hand against the thin hip bone. Jin’s own climax edging closer as he took long deep strides into Yuichi making him clutch onto Jin’s shoulders. Hearing the soft panting coming from the older was almost enough to make him climax. The soft “Jin’s” being mumbled made him feel wanted and needed as heavy gasps would fill the spaces between the sweet callings of his name.
He felt Maru shiver under him giving himself the cue to move faster. He pressed into him with greatest of care wanting to make Yuichi and himself feel the height of their pleasure. Jin reached down and slid his fingers over the well endowed erection making Yuichi arch his back in response. He suddenly felt Yuichi clamp down on him from inside sending Jin over the edge in pure ecstasy. Jin rode out his high and watched as Maru hit his peak for he didn’t want to miss it. Nakamaru clutched onto Jin’s shoulders as his leg tightened around the tanned waist. He cried out Jin’s name as the hot liquid pooled over Jin’s fingers.
Maru tossed his head back exposing his beautifully long neck. Jin swooped in and placed feather light kisses over the, now goose bumped, flesh. Yuichi had never experienced anything in his life like this. He found himself panting and whimpering in the same breath. Maru knew he could get addicted to the way Jin loved him.
“Yu-kun…”Jin warned his lover of his painful exit as he performed it which made the other writher about a bit but in the end smiled at the other. He flopped on to the bed as Maru immediately rolled to meet him. Jin pressed his forehead to the others and cupped his cheek softly. Jin placed a few feather light kisses to Maru’s temples and settled back to kissing the others lips.
“Yu-kun I don’t want to hurt you” Jin warned afraid of what he might do to Yuichi.
“You won’t Jin….I won’t let you….” Maru smiled in return as sleep tugged him under immediately. Jin brushed the soft strands away from his face and kissed the warm forehead once again. The feeling that filled Jin at this very moment was the first he had ever felt it. Was this what love felt like?
“I love you…” Jin whispered smiling as he gazed at the peaceful face in front of him. He was never going to leave Maru for anything in the world and was sure he would fight for him if he had to. Jin kissed, the now still, lips as Maru was sleeping soundly. Jin basked in the feeling of their bodies entwined. Legs tangled torsos pressed with arms scattered in different directions. Another soft and warm burn moved through out Jin’s body giving him the answer to his previous question.
This was what love was and sometimes the best love is the love you have to wait for.
Enjoy! <3
~*~sadaoru~*~
I'm new here! :;blushes and waves:: encoded_panties and rivalovery this is all their doing....So I hope I will enjoy it here! I'm sure I will! And as a welcoming present I wrote a fic! I hope you will all enjoy it!
Title:The best love you have to wait for...
Author: sadaoru
Pairing: Nakanishi, jinaru, jinru, etc.
Genre:Drama
Rating: NC-17
Flame?: NO PLEASE!!!
Summary: Jin has been betrayed...Will Maru be able help him cope?
A.N.: This fic is for encoded_panties for our new friendship being formed! I love you lots! Special thanks to brooke_ueda for the beta!
“Jin, wait! You don’t have to do this! It’s best to hear him out first….don’t you think!?” Maru pleaded as the younger brunette tossed the cordless phone across the room hitting a picture frame with perfect precision. The glass shattered with Kame and his own picture inside.
“Yes! I do!” He cried out kicking the side of his couch and then hopping twice as he clutched his foot in pain. “And I will NEVER listen to what that whore has to say! IT’S OVER! OVER!” Jin screamed as he ripped off the small pinky ring and threw it at Maru. The taller of the two frowned as the gold band hit his chest and clunked to the ground.
The band was to signify the relationship between Kame and Jin. They had purchased the small bands right before the filming of Gokusen II. The directors were a little worried about their two main co-stars having such an obvious pact together. The rings were to represent their love for each other.
They had finally given into each other after all the years of wanting to be together but never doing anything about it. Their relationship had escalated quickly and Jin realized that spending the rest of his life with Kame would be a fairy tale ending. He loved Kame with more then every fiber in his being but apparently it wasn’t to be.
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Jin had gone to the set of ‘Nobuta Wo Produce’ hoping to see the young actor. He smiled down at the small box in the shopping bag he held. He had tried to make Kazuya a bento box. He frowned at the thought of his extremely messy kitchen awaiting him at home but it didn’t matter as long as Kame would enjoy the bento he made with love. He watched as almost everyone piled out from the building. He checked his watch for the forth time and frowned. Where was he?
Finally, Maki walked from the building laughing heartily with Erika. Jin smiled as they held hands tightly. Jin knew better then to ask if the two were in a relationship. Maki finally looked up to see Jin. He noted how her smiled faded quickly and looked away much to her role of Nobuta on the drama. Erika noticed her behavior but smiled up at Jin with a warm smile as he jogged over to the couple.
“Um, is Kame still in there?!” Jin asked happily to Erika.
“Well….You see Jin…” Erika started. Her slow reply made the brunette feel more impatient by the second. “Well, he is but I wouldn’t g-…” she started but Jin had already run into the large school waving behind him with a smile and a thanks.
He ran through the now, slightly darkened, hallways. He called out softly to the other in a singy-song type of voice. He ran along, poking his head into all of the rooms to see if Kamenashi was hiding inside. He walked up the last set of stairs and heard a faint sound coming from above but as soon as he heard it, the noise had stopped. He ran up the stairs quickly fearing something bad might’ve happened to his lover.
He pushed against the roof top door and stumbled out onto the cement. He stopped as his heart immediately broke in his chest. The bag holding the small box fell to the ground snapping the two heads to look at him. Jin’s eyes glazed over with many emotions all at once. Hatred, betrayal, jealousy, sorrow, and pain. This was why he was always working late. This was why he always smelt like Yamapi not because he bought his cologne. Jin couldn’t help the tears well up in his eyes making the image of the two naked bodies slightly vanish in front of him but he forced the tears down. He turned and ran quickly from the building.
Maru…Nakamaru Yuichi. He needed to talk to him. His best friend. The one that would listen all night to Jin’s problems and do nothing but let him talk. Offer advice and solutions if Jin asked him to. Even until the morning if Jin wanted him just to be there he would and wouldn’t even sleep. Just sit there with him listening to nothing but the silence of the room. He wondered if he was like that with everyone but Jin specially appreciated it.
He had called Maru from his car as his skin felt on fire from anger but the second he heard the elder’s voice he broke down into tears. Yuichi was the one person he didn’t pretend in front of. He couldn’t. There was something almost pure about the older that made him not want to hide. The older told him not to move and was on his way to pick him up. When Maru got there he knocked softly on the window startling Jin fearing it would either be his ex-best friend or his ex-lover. Seeing the brunette eased his worry as he stepped from the car carefully. The soft smooth voice of the oldest member ushered him to the silver Lexus. They drove in silence as Nakamaru knew better then to ask about what had happened. Jin waited until they had reached his apartment to finally release his anger. He marched over to where the phone had been sitting on the charging cradle. He grabbed at it and dialed carefully smiling as he went into voicemail.
“Yes, Kame! It’s over…more then over! You know it…I know it! Everyone will know it! Oh! And tell my best friend…I NEVER WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN!” he screamed into the phone and throwing it across the room as the other member asked him a question.
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To say that Maru felt uncomfortable was an understatement but it was for Jin. He had never turned away any member in Kat-tun before and definitely wouldn’t start now. He was in the middle of being a third wheel anyways for the evening. Junno and Koki had asked him to join them for bubble tea. He tried in refusing only to get Koki’s puppy dog eyes and Junno’s pout. Both together at once was a very dangerous combination. He wondered why they wanted him to come as all they were doing was ignoring him.
Everyone in KAT-TUN had a pair. Except himself and Ueda. The beat boxer had feelings for the former leader but decided Ueda wasn’t for him. Ueda had no trouble in telling people the truth which most considered to be rudely blunt. When Yuichi had finally confused to him Ueda simply looked up at him and replied “I’m interested in you to Yuichi, but not in the same way.” Ueda had then proceeded to tell Yuichi that he would only pursue a sexual relationship with him and not an emotional which completely turned Maru off.
Now, he stood in Jin’s living room watching as he had a nervous break down. He watched as the sexy idol walked over to where the picture frame had fallen almost in a trance like state. Maru watched in horror as Jin’s bare feet crunched over the jagged pieces of glass. The blood welling in between his bare toes as he dropped to his knees and picked the frame out from under the broken glass. The taller heard soft whimpers of pain mixed with Kame’s name.
Maru heart ached in his chest. He didn’t need details this time around. He didn’t need explanations. One of his best friends sat in hysterics and the emotion of wanting to kill Kame entered his system but Jin’s actions had woken him up. Maru walked over to the now kneeling other. The soft sound of glass crunched under his boots as he wrapped his hands under Jin’s armpits and tugged upwards. Jin was heavy for him as Maru was leaner then the other. He flopped the talented singer onto his couch and ran off for some towels. Maru needed to inspect the bottom of Jin’s feet for glass.
After five pieces were removed, antiseptic, and band aids applied, Jin’s feet were on the way to recovery. After Maru had placed the last band aid on his heel Jin drew his knees up to the couch hiding himself in them, wrapping his arms around them like a defense mechanism. The darker brunette frowned and removed his boots as he eased in beside the other. He pressed his foot into the cushions and leaned his bent knee against the back of the couch as his other foot sat firmly on the floor.
Jin felt like he wanted to die. Actually, there was nothing more in the world he wanted at this very moment. Not only had Kame cheated on him but with his best friend and he had also made a fool of himself in front of Maru. He knew Maru would never make fun of him or even bring this moment up again in the future. He felt a soft warm feeling enter him from the other’s presence. Having him there made things seem okay and that everything would turn out okay in the end. He whimpered softly into his knees as the feeling of wanting to be held entered his system.
He lifted his head and turned his head to the right. Seeing the beat boxer there made smile slightly. The room was dark but Akanishi could still see the troubled look over his friends face. The hip dancer knew that he was more then likely confused out of his mind right now but knew it had to do with Kame. The sun set over five minutes ago leaving the room with a dark hue of the night sky. Jin rested his head against his knee caps while looking at the other.
“Naka…Maru” Jin asked out hesitantly in the now almost dark room.
“Yes, Jin?!” Maru replied as Jin noticed he sprang to attention.
“Will you do me a favor?” Akanishi asked barely above a whisper.
“Anything! You know that.” Maru leaned in to hear the other closely.
“Hold me?” Jin asked pathetically. He didn’t know why he asked the other but it certainly been asked and before Jin could retract his request, he felt Maru’s long fingers dance over his arms as another set of fingers slid over his back. His arms had never appeared to be that long to Jin before as he tugged the smaller towards him. Jin felt himself fit comfortably between the open legs as arms held him tightly. So tight, that Jin could feel the sincerity in Maru’s grasp. Jin’s head fit perfectly under the beat boxers chin as he leaned against his chest. Jin placed his head comfortably against the nook of his shoulder getting a perfect view of his slender neck.
A soft burning feeling filled Jin as he looked up at the other. Barely seeing anything past his earlobe. The soft but quick pulse beating into Jin’s ear. He smiled at the sound. Nakamaru must be really worried at this point for his heart to race as fast as it was. As long as Jin was there he was going to take the chance to get closer. He pressed closer nuzzling his face against the other’s neck. The soft scent that was only Maru’s filled his senses. It was a deep smell almost natural but left a soft after scent of cologne lingering in his nose. He felt the pulse that beat in his neck press harder against Akinishi’s lips.
He didn’t know what had come over him. Maybe it was how vulnerable he was at the moment. Maybe it was the idea of getting back at Kame. Maybe it was realizing how wonderful the person he was with now was but Jin’s lips began to take life of their own. He parted them slowly breathing a few times over the beat boxers neck but lifted his lower lip over the tanned flesh slowly. Noticing no change in the other’s behavior, he moved both lips making undoubtedly a kiss on Nakamaru’s neck. He felt the other’s shoulders slightly tense up maybe from the realization of just what Jin was doing. Jin moved quickly before he lost his chance. He kissed the soft neck four more times and licked the spot right behind Maru’s earlobe. He was sure he felt Maru shiver from his actions. His tongue went to reach out for the sweet spot again only to have the other shove him away.
The long arms of Maru held him tightly by his shoulders. He was now arm length away from the other. Why was everyone pushing him away? Was he that terrible of a person to be with?
“Jin…” He heard one of the best voices from KAT-TUN speak deeply. It was as if honey was being poured from a jar. It was just that thick and just as sensual to Jin’s ears but he looked seriously at the other. “Your….vulnerable right now….don’t do things you’ll regret in the future okay?” he spoke wisely but a soft sting entered his chest at the words spoken to him.
“I’m….sorry” Jin hung his head in shame as he suddenly looked up frightened grabbing loosely at Maru’s sweater. “Please don’t leave! It won’t happen again! I dunno, I jus-…”
“Shhh…”Maru had cut him off and pulled him back against his chest. “Don’t worry about that for now. It was a mistake. Mistakes happen and I would never dream of leaving you in the state your in right now Jin.”
Jin’s heart broke for a second time that evening. Had he fallen for the wrong member of KAT-TUN all this time? Was the person who would’ve cared for him and nurtured him from the beginning sitting with him now? Yes, he might’ve kissed him for the wrong reasons but once started he wanted to continue. Maru had always taken care of him. No matter when or how late. He sniffled softly as the thought of being with the beat boxer filled his thoughts as he drifted off to sleep.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
“You’re what?” Nakamaru chocked out. Sure that he had heard the other wrong. It felt like it was hard to breathe. He swallowed hard the feeling of his throat restricting as the urge to yell out filled his throat. Truth was, after the night Jin had kissed him, Nakamaru couldn’t stop thinking about Jin. About him, about the kiss, and now this.
“I’m leaving,” Jin smiled softly at the other “Just for about six months! No time at all really! No one will even notice me gone!” the brunette with the longer hair smiled at Nakamaru weakly. It was hard to lie to his face.
“This isn’t because of Kam-”
“NO!” Jin turned away from the other. Lying to him was REALLY hard. He let a soft chuckle dance on the air. “I would never leave for his benefit you know that! Plus, I’m way over that! It happened a long time ago!” Jin turned back around and smiled at the other. Jin was now using everything acting school had ever taught him. He watched as Maru looked him carefully in the eyes. Akanishi felt like he was searching him, looking for the proper answer. Jin bit down on the inside of his lower lip. The metallic taste sliding over the tip of his tongue attacking his taste buds. “However, there is supposed to be a press conference next week…and…I was hoping you would come with me. Support me and my decision.”
“Of course! Did you honestly think I would say no?” Maru smiled softly and then excused himself from the room. He walked down the corridor as quickly as his long legs would take him without breaking into a jog. He slipped into a Conference room and pressed his back against the wooden door. He finally released the air he held. He was sure he was holding it since Jin told him of his leaving. The tall member rested his head against the back of the door and slid to the floor with his knees left bent.
Jin was leaving and there was nothing Yuichi could do to stop him.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
“We are here, live, at the airport and Akanishi Jin has JUST stepped off the plane!” the noisy news anchor shouted over the screaming fan girls and shouting paparazzi. He watched as she ran along side of him asking questions that he didn’t want to answer.
He looked good. Healthier. He had gained weight which made Nakamaru happy. He smiled as he watched the idol stop and shake a few, of the die hard fans, hands. He couldn’t help but smile. His best friend had finally returned home. He and Jin had stayed in touch through emails and webcam sometimes but the time difference was very hard. Also, between YOUtachi, Shounen Club and Cartoon KAT-TUN’s taping he had no time to stay up late to talk to the other.
He sighed regrettably and turned off the loud television. He didn’t want to hear anymore.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
He had finished off his seventh beer with a happy gasp. It was good to be back in Japan. The space and time he had taken was a perfect amount to get over his feelings for Kame. He could look at him, talk with him, and even joke with him. He looked at him no different again but there was someone that had changed in his eyes. He had thought about him just about everyday. He would download all the shows he was on just so he wouldn’t forget his smile, frown and most especially his laugh.
He had gotten thin. Painfully thin. Jin watched as he picked up his drink and sipped the contents in the glass. Jin reached over the table as he placed down the glass and grasped the now extremely small wrist. Akanishi’s worried for the other as before he was already much too thin. He didn’t need to continue his weight loss.
“They got you working this hard?” Jin asked concerned as Maru laughed and tugged his wrist from Jin’s grip.
“No! I’m fine!” the small slur now hanging on some of his words. Truth was he wanted to stop thinking about him. His thoughts had been filled with the hip thrust idol for six months now and wished for things to go back to normal but he knew they couldn’t. Maru knew something had happened, somewhere along the way where his feelings got entangled with the others.
Actually, Yuichi knew exactly when he had let his feelings interfered with the other. The night he allowed the other to kiss him and the very idea annoyed Maru. He knew Jin would never kiss him again and that hurt. He looked at the other who now watched him carefully. His light brown eyes that sometimes would look deep green if the light hit them properly. He turned away quickly reaching for another beer.
“You never drink Maru! You okay!” Ueda hiccupped as he noticed something else other then the waiter’s ass for five seconds.
“I’m fine! Just celebrating Akanishi’s return!” he tipped the cup at the man and chugged the entire contents followed with a small hiccup at the end with a lazy wipe of his mouth. He knew better then to get drunk as he would always get careless by doing and saying whatever he pleased. Maybe he should have evaluated this a bit better but instead just chuckled and tried to beat box which ended up with Ueda giggling at Maru as he failed at something he was so great at.
He had to admit that Nakamaru was a cute drunk. A soft hue touched his cheeks adding to his cuteness while causing his nose to turn a soft red as well. He hated how Maru had been teased while he had been gone. He couldn’t believe the rest of KAT-TUN had allowed it to happen too. He was even angrier that Koki had been part of it. He hated sitting there watching the entire cast of YOUtachi insult him to his face and he knew Maru would be the better man. Smile through it and do it. Jin also hated watching Nakamaru perform weekly tasks on YOUtachi of beat boxing on thrill rides just to “prove” he wasn’t “ordinary”. Jin knew the taller was more then ordinary and he hated that people didn’t see just how special he was but at he same time was glad. As he felt like he had a piece of Maru that no one else had.
Junno had stood up and collected his Uke boyfriend and left more earlier then the rest as Ueda walked over to the bar smiling at the waiter and started his conversation with the sentence “Do you know who I am?” bit.
Jin watched Ueda talk with the waiter as a soft chime made him turn. He watched Kazuya open his phone and answer the call.
“Moshi, Moshi! Ah! Yamapi-honey!” Kazuya turned to smirk at Akanishi as he got up.
“Jerk…” Maru muttered under his breath making Jin look over at him surprised.
“Now Yu-kun, that’s the booze talking!” Jin snickered as the beat boxer sneered at the idol who left the room.
“No…” Maru shook his head and giggled close after “The room is spinning…and he did that because he thought it would bother you!” Jin knew that even though Yuichi was drunk he knew he was telling the truth. Kame had become bitter towards Jin but if anyone was allowed to be bitter, wouldn’t that be Jin?
“Come on Maru…Let’s take you home!” Jin smiled as he wrapped the beat boxer’s arm around his shoulder and carried him out waving casually at the still flirting Ueda.
~*~ ~*~ ~*~
“Down I go!” Maru giggled as Jin tossed him onto his bed. “Jin’s bed is comfy!” he spoke bouncing twice and then lying down flat on his back.
“Come on here Yu-kun. Let’s get those clothes off!” Jin prodded trying to get the other into some pyjamas and into bed before he caught a cold.
“Not on the first date!” Maru chuckled as Jin removed his boots and tossed them into the corner.
“Very funny!” Jin spoke up as he crawled up beside the other. He now knew why Nakamaru never drank. Maru always calm, cool, collected, and controlled now looked up at him through his half slit eyes. Jin lifted the light blue sweater vest, that covered the dress shirt underneath, over Maru’s head.
“Jin…” Maru began as he looked up at Jin with his hands limp on either side of his head with his palms face up.
“Yes?” Jin asked as he knelt on his knees hunched over slightly starting to remove each button carefully. Maru looked completely delicious. Jin’s eyes traveled over the older man that was now sprawled across his bed. His soft breathes brushed against chins face as he softly panted from the set of full lips. Jin watched the small Adam’s apple bob under his skin as his eyes traveled over the long neck to the place he once kissed before. Maru’s hair was tousled over the sheets but still took that perfect spiky shape that Jin adored so much because no one else in KAT-TUN had anything like it. Jin’s stomach began fluttering and heating up along with his lower half but he shook his head. Maru was more then drunk and even if Jin tried to tell him that he liked him it would be completely pointless. “What is it Yu-kun?” Jin asked focusing on the task at hand.
“I…” Maru stopped causing Jin to look up at the other’s face. Was he redder? Or was it just Jin’s imagination. “Jin…” Yuichi whimpered up at the other softly.
Jin couldn’t help but look away from the other. He had to admit the older man was slightly tempting him as he was lying on his bed, allowing him to take off his clothes and calling his name in the most delicious sounding voices. If it was Kame in this position he would’ve already taken the plunge with him but things were different with the older man. He thought about consequences and doing anything with Jin would be a major consequence.
“Jin…” Jin’s eyebrow twitched as his name was called a second time from the beat boxer. Did his name always sound that good when Maru said it? If he wanted to not lose control of himself he would need Maru to stop with his incessant moaning as it was really starting to affect on how tight Jin’s pants were getting.
“Yes, Yu-ku-…” he was shocked to see the other now propped up on his elbows and extremely close to his face. Jin’s eyes widened and searched over the small set of deep brown eyes at looked at him closely. His sentence had been cut but with good reason. Maru’s full lips were close…maybe too close for Jin to handle right now.
“I missed you a lot Jin….” Maru’s words rolled from him but he knew completely what he was trying to do. He wanted to kiss those damn lips! They had been haunting him every night since Jin had left but especially when Maru would be sleeping. He would wake up in the night, sweating, after dreaming about those lips wandering over places they probably shouldn’t be. He had planned this from the moment he left his house. He wanted…no, needed to kiss Jin. It had been almost over a year at this point and it was driving him crazy. However, Maru knew himself all too well. He knew he would never be able to kiss the other sober but he knew how relaxed he could get with a few drinks in him.
Jin simply tucked his lips into his mouth and nodded. It felt like his heart was pounding in his chest. Should he just kiss him and get it over with? No! He wanted Maru to want to kiss him back. Good and proper. He didn’t want a drunk meaningless kiss. He wanted Yuichi to want it like he did. He watched as the other sat there with his eyes dancing over Jin’s looking for answers that were there but he didn’t know it. Jin’s voice caught in his throat as the older man tilted his chin upwards. His eyes now almost closed as he spoke in that god forsaken voice.
“Really….missed you…” Jin at this point now wanted to do nothing but rip every last article from Yuichi’s body and make him whimper for more but that was Jin’s domineering side showing through. Jin couldn’t bite on his lips any harder. He had already chewed up the inside of his bottom lip and was now working on the top. He closed his eyes and tried to concentrate on his task. He felt the button sitting in his hand as he started to try and unlock the button from the tiny hole.
He felt the other’s breath on his face as he softly giggled. “I hate being tickled….” Maru smiled out tilting his chin a centimetre higher. Jin could now feel the hairs on the back of his neck stand as his pants had now become unbearable. Jin was going to definitely going to pay a visit to the washroom with his best friend, the right hand. Either Maru was teasing him on propose or because he was so drunk it didn’t matter but to Jin it was an eternity of pain.
Jin released another button as he jumped slightly as Maru’s nose brushed his own. “Oops…my nose…so big hmm?” Maru smiled as he now rested his forehead against Jin’s leaving his nose pressed against the side of Jin’s smaller nose. Jin gripped at the fabric under his hands knowing well it was the brunette’s shirt but he needed something to hold onto. Maru was too close and Jin was about to go insane. Maybe he could he kiss Nakamaru now while he was drunk so he wouldn’t remember or he could wait? Jin closed his eyes tightly and felt the nose softly nudge at him almost asking for him to decide.
“Jin…” he felt the nose and forehead leave his which disappointed him but also relieved him. Jin opened his eyes only to be met with a smaller set of almond shaped kind. He was still too close but it was better this way or was it. Jin leaned forward a bit unknowingly as he watched Maru tilt his chin again. Was he willing to accept it? Accept Jin and all his flaws? Was he, himself ready? One look in the other’s eyes told him everything and nothing all at once.
“Can we stop this…..I’m tired of hiding it….” Maru’s words hit Jin like lighting. It moved from his head to his toes and before he could move he felt the sweet soft lips of Yuichi. As soon as he pressed down he backed away. Jin watched as he bit his bottom lip and hung his head instantly. Jin’s heart felt like it had exploded. Finally, after all this time he had who he really wanted.
“Then you better have gotten so rest….because I’m about to make you a lot more tired…” Jin smirked as the other looked up with wide eyes. Jin’s lips connected as he pressed down onto Maru’s making sure he was really kissing him. He heard the other make a soft whimper in the back of his throat as Jin’s tongue moved over Maru’s full lower lip. Begging for entrance which was humbly accepted. Jin felt Maru’s long fingers slide up his chest and onto his back to grab a fistful of Jin’s shirt only to tug him down on top of him.
Jin’s hands immediately reached out to stop him from falling directly on top of the other. He placed the palm of his hands against the small pillow that rest on either side of the beat boxers head. Jin moved his body over top of the other nudging the taller mans legs apart so he could fit in between. It was almost like a puzzle piece coming together with such ease. He had never felt more comfortable with anyone else. Not even his ex.
Jin’s lips broke their kiss as he was curious to explore the older mans body. Jin immediately went to the place where he had made him shiver last time. He kissed and immediately licked the small dip behind the tiny earlobe. A small gasp exited the brunette’s lips also making his hips rise off the bed slowly but move back down. Maru was much more sensitive then Jin could’ve ever imagined and he loved it. Jin’s lips covered the spot and softly suckled. He was going to leave his mark and make sure no one was going to touch his Nakamaru.
The soft yet painful suckle made Yuichi’s back slightly arch against the other. Nakamaru’s neck and ears were his sweet spots which made his fingers clutch at the back of Jin’s shirt. He could feel Jin’s hair around his face almost like a cover for him of protection. Finally hearing a soft pop noise and a satisfied “hmm” come from Jin he knew his chore was over. Maru’s fingers grabbed at the bottom hem on the back on Jin’s shirt and tugged it over his head as Jin’s lips traveled thoughtlessly over to Maru’s throat. With Jin’s shirt off Maru knew exactly what to do. He smirked as he turned his head skilfully to attack the other.
Jin released a soft whimper as his hips moved on their own pressing against Maru making him release a low moan in the back of his throat. Maru had licked his collarbone. Jin had never wanted his collarbones touched from fear of erection. He remembered the very first time he had found out. It was at the Wink up Chinese photo shoot and Maru had touched them softly making him scream and embarrass himself in front of the camera. However, the second it happened he fled to the bathrooms. He couldn’t understand how one touch could’ve set him off but now he knew. It was Nakamaru.
Akanishi stopped his own onslaught to look down at the other. A large shock moved directly to his groin as he looked on. Maru’s hair tousled in almost every with way but still looked sexy as his eyes were closed with a soft expression written over his face. Jin smiled and kissed the top of Maru’s head as the other licked carefully. He licked almost like a kitten in short unsure motions. Jin kissed his head again as he released just how innocent Nakamaru Yuichi really was.
“Maru….” Jin breathed out in more of a moan then as a stern voice to stop him. He bit his lower lip from smiling even more then he already was as he felt Maru’s lips start to softly suck and then let go, suck and let go. “Suck really hard…all at once…” Jin instructed to the other as he knew of him trying to give a hickey. Jin wanted the other to claim him. He wanted to bare Yuichi’s mark.
Maru’s lips did as they were told following his lover’s instruction. Maru’s fingers wondered over to the front of Jin’s shirtless upper torso. One of Jin’s favourite things about Maru was his long fingers so feeling them dance over his skin made Jin shiver against the other. He released a soft gasp as he felt the brunette’s slightly cold fingers brush over his nipples. He tipped his head down and reclaimed his lips. All he could think about was Maru’s lips and wanting more.
Jin’s fingers clenched on either side of Yuichi’s shirt that was still only half unbuttoned as he balanced himself on his knees. He tugged hard on either side hearing the buttons pop off and hit the furniture surrounding them. Hearing his lover gasp underneath him.
“Promise to buy you a new one…”Jin mumbled as he moved himself down to the tanned chest. The average set of nipple fell perfectly into his mouth as his tongue slid over the soft nub in his own excitement. He remembered he could never do this with Kame as his nipples were, well, almost non-existent. Jin heard a soft moan flutter from above him that he was more then happy to hear as it wasn’t Kame’s. No, it was Nakamaru’s.
He felt finger tips dancing on his lower stomach making his mouth leave his task and glance downwards. Yuichi’s slender fingers were fumbling desperately against Jin’s crown belt buckle cover. He looked up at the other and noticed his eyes closed tightly. Jin couldn’t help but chuckle softly making Maru’s fingers stop.
“You won’t get anywhere with those eyes closed” Jin hummed out his voice like silk to Maru’s ears. Jin leaned in and kissed over Maru’s eyes. He wanted to savour Maru. Taste, smell, touch him and make him never forget it. The beat boxer opened his eyes and blushed brightly from embarrassment.
Jin and Maru both watched as Maru’s fingers successfully removed the heavy belt. Jin reached forward and did the same. He noticed Maru’s eyes never left his hands like as if he were in a trance. As Jin removed the thin belt he stopped and left a few burning kisses along the brunette’s long torso. Jin looked over Maru carefully committing the entire thing to memory. One hand gripped Jin’s left wrist tightly as the other lay out by his side, his hair spread out over the white covers as if on fire, his lips parted ever so slightly, his cheeks a deep hue as his chest heaved. Before this moment, Jin would have never said that Maru was beautiful but it was the first word that came to his mind this very second.
He leaned in and claimed the beat boxer’s lips softly. Everything he had ever thought about a beat boxers lips was wrong. Not only were they the best he had ever kissed but they were completely amazing. Kissing Maru was comfortable and easy he had softness yet technique. Which all of Jin’s previous lovers lacked. Jin nipped at the small corner of Yuichi’s mouth and smiled.
Jin licked his lips as his eyes traveled down the long torso. His eyes reached what just might have been his favour part on Maru’s body. His jeans now sat dangerously low. So low that his thin pelvic bones showed most of the way down. It was almost like it was guiding Jin. His mouth instantly watered wanting just to suckle on the bone. He looked up at the other as he slid himself down. He felt Maru tense up as he gasped hard. Akanishi’s tongue slid over the inside of the protruding bone and up to his navel. He circled it twice as Yuichi watched curiously. Jin ended with a kiss to the, almost outty, belly button.
Jin reached down and grabbed one of Maru’s hands and placed it over his hip. If this was happening these were going to need to come off. He slid the tight jeans down and kicked them to the floor to join the rest of the mess. Maru’s eyes didn’t cast down once as Jin noticed a sudden flash of fear spread across Maru’s face making him stop.
“Yu-kun…..we…don’t have to do this!” Jin nuzzled the elder’s neck as he lie now fully naked against him but trying to take his mind away from the obvious only to feel him shake his head no.
“Jiinnnn…” Maru whined as the other ignored his own needs. He was slightly intimidated about himself but felt that if Jin loved him enough to go this far. He was going to take the plunge. Maru’s groin could feel the heat pouring in from the other pressed against him. The beat boxer’s hips pressed upwards against the other making him hiss for many different reasons.
Nakamaru knew how to tease and tease well. Jin couldn’t help but press himself against the rough jeans biting his lower lip for comfort. Maru drew in a breath as he felt his pants grow entirely too wet at this point. So if Jin wasn’t going to help him then he would do it himself. He reached down and slid his pants lower as he noticed a set of eyes watching him. He smirked and pressed upwards against Jin again. Loving the sound of the soft hissing the emitted from Jin.
Maru’s hand reached down with extreme care and allowed his long fingers to slide from Jin’s tip to his base. Causing a soft moan to finally come from the other.
“And here all I thought you did was hiss” the taller of the two giggled as Jin smirked and tugged Maru’s pants clean off of him. If Yu-kun was going to play dirty so was he but sighting the other made him forget his vengeance. Maru was definitely worth the wait as he mouth watered from the site. He shook his head mentally noting what he would do to Nakamaru another day.
Jin carefully lowered himself against the other. Feeling the two different heats clashing together as well as flesh made Nakamaru gasp. Jin had no issues in the size department that was for sure. Maru’s heat was driving Jin insane. He needed to move. He soon was needing release from the other. He moved slowly along Yuichi making their erections rub against one another. Yuichi had never felt anything more pleasurable in his life as he arched his back. He wanted to beg for Jin but bit his tongue.
“Yu-kun…”Jin panted as he looked down at the other as beads of sweat clung to his forehead. “I…need…” Maru understood and pressed himself against the shorter making himself release a deep moan. Jin followed the slow, yet study, pressing pushing harder against Maru finally getting his head bent back in absolute pleasure.
Jin readied himself finally glancing up at his new lover for approval. Maru wasn’t looking but was definitely in a fit of pleasure as he watched Maru clutch at the sheets in desperation. Jin positioned himself carefully against Maru’s opening as pressed into him. He carefully and slowly sunk himself deeply into Nakamaru.
A soft struggled cry left the beat boxer as he felt a fire but it was a good fire. Small pulses rushed through his body and through his erection making short small moans exit his mouth.
Jin’s head rested on his lovers shoulder as he paused before continuing any farther. Maru being tight was an understatement. Jin feared he would lose it from moving out of him once. He held the older man tenderly making sure he wasn’t alone in his pain.
“More…”Maru’s soft yet deep voice made Jin snap his head up from the surprised command. Maru smiled as he wrapped a leg around the thin waist and began to move his hips in a circular motion making Jin clutch onto the taller man's shoulders. Jin shivered as small electric currents flowed through his body. He nipped at Maru’s collarbone as he lifted himself to the palms of his hands. He had to grant what his lover asked of him. This time Jin was going to make sure his lover wouldn’t have a reason to leave him.
Jin moved his hips carefully as he slid himself from the tight warmness as he slid himself back in slowly. He felt the tiny nails of Yuichi dig into his back but Jin loved the sensation. If Maru was in pain he wanted to feel it too even if it was clique. He repeated the motion a few more times as he leaned forward pressing his lips to the beat boxer’s.
“More…” Maru whimpered again on his lips as Jin started to move faster gasping in his own pleasure. He reached down and pressed the palm of his hand against the thin hip bone. Jin’s own climax edging closer as he took long deep strides into Yuichi making him clutch onto Jin’s shoulders. Hearing the soft panting coming from the older was almost enough to make him climax. The soft “Jin’s” being mumbled made him feel wanted and needed as heavy gasps would fill the spaces between the sweet callings of his name.
He felt Maru shiver under him giving himself the cue to move faster. He pressed into him with greatest of care wanting to make Yuichi and himself feel the height of their pleasure. Jin reached down and slid his fingers over the well endowed erection making Yuichi arch his back in response. He suddenly felt Yuichi clamp down on him from inside sending Jin over the edge in pure ecstasy. Jin rode out his high and watched as Maru hit his peak for he didn’t want to miss it. Nakamaru clutched onto Jin’s shoulders as his leg tightened around the tanned waist. He cried out Jin’s name as the hot liquid pooled over Jin’s fingers.
Maru tossed his head back exposing his beautifully long neck. Jin swooped in and placed feather light kisses over the, now goose bumped, flesh. Yuichi had never experienced anything in his life like this. He found himself panting and whimpering in the same breath. Maru knew he could get addicted to the way Jin loved him.
“Yu-kun…”Jin warned his lover of his painful exit as he performed it which made the other writher about a bit but in the end smiled at the other. He flopped on to the bed as Maru immediately rolled to meet him. Jin pressed his forehead to the others and cupped his cheek softly. Jin placed a few feather light kisses to Maru’s temples and settled back to kissing the others lips.
“Yu-kun I don’t want to hurt you” Jin warned afraid of what he might do to Yuichi.
“You won’t Jin….I won’t let you….” Maru smiled in return as sleep tugged him under immediately. Jin brushed the soft strands away from his face and kissed the warm forehead once again. The feeling that filled Jin at this very moment was the first he had ever felt it. Was this what love felt like?
“I love you…” Jin whispered smiling as he gazed at the peaceful face in front of him. He was never going to leave Maru for anything in the world and was sure he would fight for him if he had to. Jin kissed, the now still, lips as Maru was sleeping soundly. Jin basked in the feeling of their bodies entwined. Legs tangled torsos pressed with arms scattered in different directions. Another soft and warm burn moved through out Jin’s body giving him the answer to his previous question.
This was what love was and sometimes the best love is the love you have to wait for.
Enjoy! <3
~*~sadaoru~*~