Perhaps it's the hormones talking but I haven't felt desirable or desired in some time. I'm so very tired of being the first to reach out first, emotionally, physically. If it wasn't for that one thing it would be perfect.
There's the possibility of moving again but none of the choices are good. He feels bad about that. I told him that I love him and will follow wherever he goes as long as he still wants me. He said he couldn't picture his life without me so that's something at least.
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