well i just read brigette's journal a few times. i am really depressed. it sounded like she thinks that the only thing that me, mel, and lauren do is talk about boys and sex. i really don't think that that is true. i know that since we started having sex, it was going to be a common topic amoung us. but brigette already knew that. we never forced ( Read more... )

well this is great...the school year has started. and i haven't written in my journal in a very long time. life is going pretty good, i guess. i just know that i better start doing better in my classes and start taking school seriously, or i will looking like a damn fool ( Read more... )

well yesterday was a great birthday, if i can say so myself. i had a great time...up until the time my father picked me up from work ( Read more... )

finally 16. and it kind of feels the same as being 15, but everyone is a lot nicer to me. really. anyway, i am really missing my friends right about now...but they get back on saturday ( Read more... )

today is my aunt's birthday. august 11, 0000 (i can't remember the year). i do know that i can't sing happy birthday to her, and i can't give her a hug or a kiss. she died when i was in 6th grade. and i miss her a lot ( Read more... )

so i was just reading and entry of dackory's and it was the one when he first got back from thatcher. the one, where nicole was calling me a dike. as i read i got madder and madder. i really need to not be around people right about now ( Read more... )

omg, that was the best birthday party ever! i can't believe that i am that loved. the party was great, and even though everyone didn't come, i still had a great time. i really wish that my other friends could have been there for the festivities, but i understand ( Read more... )

i really am sad that ayf is coming up. i am going to miss my friends and i really hope that they are safe. i love you angie and brigie! if i don't talk to you before then i love you both!!!

things are getting a lot better than they have been, but they are still not back to normal. this sunday is my party and i am looking forward to it. i think that it will be great ( Read more... )

well finally after a super dramatic week, life is finally starting to come back to normal. i wish that i had the power to go back into time, but i don't ( Read more... )