i don't own emotion.. i rent

the past few days have been quite good. i sleep until early afternoon.. and then get shit done around oakland wtih tracy ( Read more... )

i'm almost there. i'm almost totaly happy. my last few entries are kinda dramtic.. but thus is life. ive just been so confused.. but i think i'm figuring it out ( Read more... )

today is november 17th ( Read more... )

it's 10:37 am and my jazz class started at 10. my alarm went off.. i hit snooze.. then i decided that i could skip today. why would i do that? i do that all the time now. i never want to go to class. i have good classes! i'm learning.. i just don't always care. i feel like i shouldn't do that.. i shouldn't not care. damn you kyle. damn you.

ok. so you know how sometimes you complain about things but their really not that important but you still talk about it all the time and stuff. and then you know how sometimes you really have a problem and your not just talking but no one really cares because you always complain. kind like the little boy who cried wolf. yeah ( Read more... )

theres really nothing i can do about anything right now. i fucked it up.. no second chances.. super sucks. i've realized that i blame a lot of shit on boys.. i've also realized that none of these boys i blame have ever done anything hurtful or mean to me. ever. i've always been the bitch. every time.. i've broke-up, ruined, cheated, and hurt every ( Read more... )

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thinking.. thinking.. thinking.. thats all i've been doing lately. i mean i guess i dance sometimes.. not very often though, not REALLY. thinking.. thinking.. i'm over it. i guess.. whatev.

today was september 11th. that really fucking sucks. like i know everyone posted shit about it.. but honestly.. 4 years ago today.. yeah ( Read more... )