You may wonder why I’m telling you this ( Read more... )

In my Public Safety vocational class we were asked to write a poem. I was like yippee!! Not any poem however. It had to be a poem that helped our teacher get to know us better. We didn't have to share if we didn't want to. The people that did share their poetry....well, their poems consisted mainly of childhood memories. They were pretty deep. I ( Read more... )

Okay, so I haven't written in forever. I like to exaggerate. I have a headache. Is it graduation time yet? My patience is running thin ( Read more... )

About six months ago I wrote,

"Truly unique people aren't just able to think out of the box, but decorate the inside as well."

I now fully understand what that means.

Chris and I have been seeing eachother for a week now and I am thrilled. He is one of my closest friends and he makes me smile...ALOT!! I have a really good feeling about the two of us. I can tell him anything and vice versa. I love being honest and open...it takes so much pressure away ( Read more... )

I was reading the Bible and came upon the book of psalms. I found psalm 55 and it automatically relaxed me. It comforts me to know that God will be with me no matter what, even if every human being on this earth were to desert and condemn me ( Read more... )

School is to begin next Tuesday. I am apprehensive. I do not wish to get my hopes up but I truly desire this year to be nothing but marvelous. I am dreading AP English however. How dare this teacher completely destroy the idea of short cuts in our literary work. I hereby swear that I will not spend every free moment I have in front of a computer ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I worry too much. I don't know what to look forward to anymore. Colors seem ugly. Even yellow. I should really just say fuck it and not care what anyone says or thinks of me because in reality they are just as confused and messed up as I am. But still, life seems dull and pointless at times and that ( Read more... )

Okay, so I haven't written in almost a month. Yes, it's pretty pathetic. I'm doing good. Not GREAT! but fine for now. I mean I'm not ripping my hair out or anything. Ive been dating and hanging out. Oh, and I started going to counseling. Its about time I started to go. I should have gone a long time ago. I need help sorting some shit out. My ( Read more... )

Yesterday at around 11:30 PM I went to the movie store to return a movie. As I walked back outside I noticed this young boy. He was sitting by the entrance. It would have looked normal if he were just sitting on the curb. I would have assumed he was waiting for someone still inside. But, he was sitting on his knees right next to the illuminated ( Read more... )