Sorry I blew my top...

[jive_ass_turkey]

So I was definitely venting the other day... sorry about the broad generalizations and unfair statements.  The truth is... I am the one with the problem... I freak out when things are going fine... I search for the struggle... I don't know why.

I pointed my finger outwards when I should have been searching inwards... I sincerely apologize if I hurt

Comments

[clearlyseethru]

blow your top whenever. i do it all the time on here, that is the point of an lj...just get it allllllllllll out!! therapy i say.

anyway, it just occured to me that i took that picture of you in your icon! how exciting, i still remember that random ass day in january...
later on

[jive_ass_turkey]

Good thing I still pretty much look the same, eh?!?!

[clearlyseethru]

yes, chris, you know you're still too cute for your own damn good. my emotional range of feeling for you fluxuates like the tide. sometimes i want to throttle you and 10 seconds later i just want to call you up and talk for hours.
i do miss you though, hope things are shaping up with the ladies. AND O'I how is she? seriously i havent seen her since summer....you better be home when i come back next time

[so_obvious]

I think I followed the whole surf play except idk what a cheater 5 is. Sounded EPIC tho! lataaaaa

[jive_ass_turkey]

A cheater 5 means that my body was turned facing the rail rather than the nose with my back foot a bit back from where it would be on a "stylish 5"... it's a bit easier because you maintain a certain amount of edge control.

And it WAS epic... such a fun day. (Pretty warm too! 4/3, gloves and booties, no hood!)

[ohjessicajean]

you know when you point your finger at someone there are always three pointing back at you.

glad you got wet! and with good waves!