i was gonna make a huge post about how i'm felling just now (again!), but am gonna try and not to , everyone keeps telling me it will get better but it wont really get better if i keep on bringing it up, which is hard , i always just post in here when something has happened , and thats wot has happen'd ( Read more... )

The second one was all i wantted to hear really, well i hoped that it would have been different, but thats me for ya, always hopefull about things , but alas it's not to be ( Read more... )

oh fuvk , thats me just gettint=g it , i've lost her i really have and there's no chance of me getting her back, i knew we had split but stoopid me thought that when she got through this she might take me back but she wont i have to try and deal with this , she's moved on and she dosent need me anymore this is to much for me just now to take in , ( Read more... )

Suspicious Minds ( Read more... )

but i was on the phone to chrin and he surgested i move up there, the flat's are cheap, and i would know some one there. it's something to think about , i got nothing here anymore so it is possible, but i wouldnt really think about till x mas and new year is over with, i'll wait till then and see now things are never know things might get better or ( Read more... )

ok i'v been on here all day , i woke up came online , went to work got sent to the hospital camr home and came back on , i dont know why i think something goods gonna happen by sitting here all day , i honestly think it will but deep down i know it wont, i'll try not and post as much from now on

love is a drug, good for a while but when it wears off the come down is hellish ( Read more... )

got a phone call from work today , got me up the bastards , so now i start work at 2 instead or 6 , woohoo, so the trip to the hospitol to get my hand a nd foot checked out are off . Dont know if i'll be any good at work cause i can hardley make a fist with my right hand so i dont think i'll be doing much and the limp wont help much ither, oh well ( Read more... )

ok so now i'm single, i dont like it one bit, i love jayjay more than abything but aparently for the past 2 mounths she hasent felt the same way ( Read more... )

feel shitty, dunno why .