i found out i still have emotions. and today, i felt every single one of them.
i dont wanna feel anymore... fuck you, feelings. you bitch.

regret of the day:
i ditched two classes.

way to start a new semester...
fuck school. fuck this summer.
take me back to when the only pain i felt was cured by band-aids.

first off, i wanna say i had a wonderful week with my lovely friends going down to socal!
thank you jenn jane ney jul will justin and katrina for coming! you know you're always welcome here. even YOU POLLARD. hella dont kick it and this whole time you're right there...

so, today i saw phil for the first time in forevvvvs! missed him.
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a homie from high school called me today. he moved out of town recently, doing big things with his life. he called to tell me he's going to be a husband AND a father! he's so excited!. i thought to myself, damn he's so ready! he knows what's ahead and he's so prepapred. his plans are going just where he wanted. i couldnt help but congratulate him a ( Read more... )

thursday, i picked up ney from the airport. traffic sucks. saw danielle and duc! ate wing stop. MMMMM YUMMY. we went to anaheim to swoop john. walked around closed downtown disney. workout!! then chilled in the car listening to the ipod for hella days.

friday, helped renee move into her new apt. HELLA FUNNY ASS comments tho. we guessed how many ( Read more... )

i need to be stronger. ive been acting like a real pussy, no lie. i guess that's what happens when i dont give a fuck about what other people think. people talk too much shit.  so, my turn? immature? yes. must i repeat, i dont give a fuck.

some say ive changed. its not so bad, i think. feel free to disagree.

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SO busy lately...
ive been to hella birthday parties/gatherings the past week.
happy 1st birthday to jordan, my niece.
happy 10th birthday to the twins, my cousins. 
happy 12th birthday to jay, my brother.
happy 19th birthday to xyan, my friend.
happy 20th birthday to andy, my friend.
happy 20th birthday to sanco, bon3.
happy 25th birthday to ron, my ( Read more... )

wishing is so pointless! whoever created "wishing" is hella stupid. i mean, WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT? things happen or they dont. none of it has to do with wishing goddamnit. i cant believe i used to believe that if i wished really hard, everything will come true. 11:11, shooting stars, wishbones, eyelashes etc. how evil. why would anyone ever ( Read more... )

meet Leo.


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drove to the bay friday night. GOT THERE IN FOUR HRS. *pat on the back* i hella occupied my mind with so much shit to stay up. too bad everything i was thinking about was making me hella mad which i probably the reason why i was going so fast.. you know how when your pissed you tend to gas harder. anyways, what ifs are the worst ( Read more... )

if that's your motto too, dont worry, you're not alone ( Read more... )