I went to the doctor today for Liam's 4 months check up and got to talk to him about the results of my heart tests because he is my doctor as well. He said that when they did the echocardiogram they found that my heart has an irregular heart beat...not that it beats weird or anything, I just have a faster heart beat than normal. The beats are ( Read more... )

Well, I got my heart test results back today...a little nervous about that. I called them and asked about it...I was put on hold for like 15 minutes. She finally got back online and told me not to hang up because she found it, but they just needed to be read really quickly. She got back on the phone and told me that they found abnormalities in ( Read more... )

I got to hear my husband's voice today!! YEA!! I haven't gotten to talk to him on the phone and actually hear his voice in awhile. We have mainly been talking online, which is fine and I love just getting to communicate with him, but being able to actually hear his voice is just so much better! It's reassuring when I talk to him and I can ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you are talking to someone you love that you could talk for an hour and it feels like it has only been five minutes? I got to talk to Jon this morning for a little over an hour, but when he said that he had to go it just didn't feel like it had been anywhere near an hour that we had talked. I wish that I could just have one ( Read more... )

I am so close to just slamming my head into a wall right now it's not even funny. My day was, I thought, going to start out really happy because I was going to be talking to Jon for a little while. I had Kelly wake me up before she went to work, but it turned out that I got up and looked at the clock. It said 7:24 am. I just started smiling ( Read more... )

I miss Jon more every day that I wake up and realize that it is a new day. Even though I get to communicate with him more than I know a lot of other people do, it still hurts! I see couples nearby or on movies and it just makes me sad that I can't do any of the things that they can with my husband. We are three weeks shy of being married for a ( Read more... )

I went in to get my blood taken for my last test for the dizziness that I am experiencing. While I was there I asked if they had gotten my results from my MRI and/or my heart tests. They had the results of my MRI and it showed that I have some water in my head that isn't supposed to be there, but the doctor said that he doesn't think that it's ( Read more... )

I really don't understand what goes through people's heads sometimes. I talked to Jon today and he told me that one of his Sgt.s son's got sexually molested within the last week. His Sgt is over in Iraq with Jon right now and heard this news from his wife who is at home with their son. Their son is only a year and a half old. How sick! I just ( Read more... )

So Kelly and I went to DC's with a couple of friends and we had a great time! However, watching all the couples on the dance floor slow dancing made me miss Jon VERY much! I love going out and having fun, but it seems like part of me isn't there and that's not fun. He should be there with me having fun and enjoying himself. In ways it just didn ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I just have this overwhelming urge to write in this right now. I have no idea what to write about, but I am just feeling like I really want to or should ( Read more... )