im so glad that the xmas season is almost over. i cant handle it anymore, i have no shame in telling customers that i cant wait till its gone so i can go back to normality. its made me crabby, irritable, and obnoxious. thank god i can see a light. knowing that i dont have to hear "santa baby", "its cold outside", or "down on the bayou" anymore ( Read more... )

i cut the tip of my pinky off yesterday when i was doing chachka's hair. i cant find the chunk and i bled like a stuffed pig for 3 hours. my finger is totally bandaged and im paranoid that it wont grow back. what if i am forever left with a freaked nub ( Read more... )

well, im staying in bayview. chris has decided he would like to move in and out of his father's house. my hopes were to move out of this apartment completely, but he has told me he cant sign a lease because of his credit. oh well. at least im not moving in the middle of winter. i guess he really doesnt have anything except a computer and some ( Read more... )

ive finally gotten my ass in gear to do the laundry. for some reason, its been three weeks. ECH. i wear something, throw it on the ground, and then grab something else. i want a new wardrobe. i havent bought a new article of clothing in forever and damn, its past time. im so insanely broke, i cant even buy xmas gifts. ive never been in this ( Read more... )

i want something positive. im sick of freaking out. i need to crawl into my hole and not come out.

ass machine teapot. huh?

so the hunt begins. im now looking for a new job. most of this morning ive spent searching the internet for stuff. ive found a few things that seem to catch my interest. anyone who knows of anything decent should let me know. i can no longer take living on peanuts with no money for gas or food. its just rediculous. i already know i cant get anyone ( Read more... )

our house is an icebox. i guess thats the price you pay for abusing we. fuck em.

im bored out of my mind. i wish i had something to do. im sick of watching tv and im sick of eating turkey. arghhhhhhhhh. to entertain myself i made chocolate milk. what a pathetic night.

hot damn. feebs is coming home for the next five days.
thats some exciting shit.
and an awesome surprise.