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It feels good to be home from Europe. It's hard though because Anthony is back in San Diego. He's been able to call me every day though so at least I get to talk to him. I had three voicemails from him this afternoon. I smiled when I listened to each one :).

Last night was fun. Me and Shanna went to Peter's and him and his friend David made us ( Read more... )

Defintly in Madrid (Spain) right now. We´re about ready to go get some lunch.

Tonight we leave on the night train for Paris (France)

Haha...I´m in a different country and you guys aren´t!

Me and Anthony are back together now...yay! You love it...

Well I´m  off to do other stuff...ADIOS AMIGOS!!!

Long weekend = Shitty but Fun

I had a great time hanging out with Shanna and her man. She knows he's a keeper!

I talked to Steve for a long time this weekend and everything got sorted out. He's happy and I'm happy for him...it was a great feeling to get off the phone with him and not miss him...it may have taken forever to accomplish that but it ( Read more... )

YOU can go FUCK yourself!

I don't hate...I'm just disappointed in you.

I love Shanna, Peter, and Kendra...!

I seem to never update anymore...
Nothing much has been going on I suppose. I've received 3 letters from Anthony this week and its made me really happy. He'll be home at 10:45 a.m. on June 2nd. I can't wait to see him!
Last night I was at Meijer and these 3 guys came up and started hitting on me and trying to get my number...I laughed.
Right now I' ( Read more... )

  "...I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that look in your eye
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes..."

"...I  remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this ( Read more... )

Nothing going on. I've been really frustrated lately and I don't know why. Rob is really pissing me off so guess what...I decided that I'm asking Jack to go to prom with me since me and Rob were supposed to go but I don't what the fuck his deal is...oh well. I hadn't got a letter from Anthony in almost 2 weeks and I was getting really scared but I ( Read more... )

You know what...FUCK YOU! Thanks...you made me feel like shit. You weren't worth it! I shouldn't have gave in! I never thought that it would affect me...it shouldn't! Then why does it? You are making me feel more and more like a worthless whore every single fucking day. I don't understand you? A relationship...is that what you want? Not me! Then ( Read more... )

"...Somebody said they might have seen you where the ocean meets the land
So I've been out here all night lookin' for your footprints in the sand
Did you hear the ocean singing, baby did you sing along
As you danced over the water to some ol' forgotten song,
Were you even here at all?

Me I've been lookin' for you baby, I've been lookin' for you ( Read more... )