Its one of those days that you don't look forward to, the ones that make you want to go home, crawl in bed and cry. The problem with it is that you can't figure out exactly why. Many men would say its PMS but sad to say thats not it. I'm just having one of those days. I've been dealing with some stuff that I have tried for the last several ( Read more... )

Well gang surprise I'm coming back, for a visit that is. I'll be in town December 10th through the 15th. I decided it was time and I wanted to get to see my best friend graduate. Margot is now obligated to get me a ticket to graduation. Anyways I look forward to seeing everyone when I'm there. We will have loads of fun I'm sure. Clear you ( Read more... )

It has been a really good weekend. Friday I had lunch with my mom and just relaxed around the house for the most part. It was nice to have nothing to do. I was able to take a nap and watch a movie. Saturday I went shopping with my mom and sisters for winter stuff. I got a really nice jacket and some sweaters and a pair of boots, all the ( Read more... )

Last night was not an easy one. I spent most of it on the phone. I got to talk with Margot which was great. She and I are so busy most times that we dont get to talk as often and I miss her. Hopefully we will start to talk more often. We keep up with each other through our journals though ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

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Since reading my journal entries have become popular I thought I would update it, or should I say I was instructed to update it ( Read more... )

I feel let down lately. Those whom love me continue to let me down. I don't know why I let it get to me but it does. I've made plans with my family several times this week and they always get broken, want to spend time alone or have something else to do. I just wonder why I try anymore. Why not just enjoy my time spent alone at home? I dont ( Read more... )

I'm better than I was the other day. I just assume not worry about it anymore. I figure I'll hang back and when my "friends" want to be my "friends" they will let me know, until then I'll just not worry. I've got enough going on right now with my family and work to keep me busy ( Read more... )

Its been a frustrating week. I feel as though I'm loosing what I use to have. I'm loosing that confidence in my friends, that feeling that they will always be there. I call and don't recieve call backs. I instant message them and don't recieve a message back. I can only do so much before I am ready to give up. Why the hell do I do it anymore ( Read more... )

Things are going ok in Maryland. I really enjoy my job which is nice because I don't mind getting up in the morning and going to work like I use to. Don't get me wrong I have my days where its really slow and I'm bored out of my mind but I expect that with a CPA firm, theres not always a constant source of work. Come January I'll be wishing for ( Read more... )