ugh

Feb 12, 2007 11:25

I did it. Yesterday, I broke up with her. It was probably the most perfect break up I could have ever imagined. It was a beautiful day. We had lunch on the beach, and then I told her I couldn't date her anymore. She agreed that this has been a long time coming, and something is not working, but of course doesn't really want it to end. We cuddled, ( Read more... )

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doppmonster February 12 2007, 19:48:02 UTC
::huuuugs:: good job, hon!

you're in the hard part now -- having to separate loss emotion from love emotion and keep boundaries while still being sensitive to each others' needs. it's hard, but it's a beautiful thing.

try to sit with it and feel it and remind yourself, "wow, the world is a deep and intense place and i get to explore it... how cool is it that i don't have to live in boredom..."

'cuz really, these moments are what it's all about.

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