You know what?

FUCK YOU.

I don't care about anyone. I am a cold, heartless, selfish bitch. In fact, I spend all my time trying to make everyone as miserable as possible, and I go out of my way to make my friends feel badly about themselves because I don't really like them at all, I'm just pretending. Right.

Fuck all of you.

I'm going to ( Read more... )

( wheeee )

Happy Birthday to Corinne Dyer. I love her.

So last night we were at Corinne's and were all squished on the couch reading Seventeen magazine and attempting to watch Legally BlondeKyndra: I'm not gonna lie, I'm really kind of nervous sitting this close to you, Jota ( Read more... )

Reasons Yahoo! Messenger is better than AIM ( Read more... )

It is weird to look way back at past LJ entries and laugh at all the 'problems' that consumed my life a year ago. At the time I thought they were the most important things and now I barely remember them. It is scary to think that I will once look at all this from that perspective. Maybe that should ease the pain a bit. But it just makes it worse ( Read more... )

Goddamnit, Jillian, why can't you focus for five fucking minutes? Why can't you concentrate? Why can't you get this shit done? Why can't you be a fucking leader? Why can't you speak up? Why can't you stop procrastinating? Why can't you stop complaining? Why can't you be normal? Why can't you get a job? Why can't you help anyone? Why can't you give ( Read more... )

This week = Insanity/Hell ( Read more... )

The Ryan's party was the best time I've had in three months.

Wow, talk about complete regression- I'm sitting here sipping a juice box, arguing with myself, procrastinating and wallowing a little bit.
I thought I'd outgrown all that.
Guess we're back to square one.

There's this girl on my softball team who has a little sister. The little sister is named Patty. She is eight (I think) and is in fourth grade at Anna McCabe. She has two brown braids, freckles and braces. She talks a lot. She jumps around a lot. She hugs me a lot. We have nice chats in the dugout about her being Wendy in her school's production of ( Read more... )