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Even though you love someone can you still love somebody else? I think yes, of course someone speical in your life will always be just that someone special, and if have felt a lot of love for that person no matter what happens that love will some-what always be there. I will always love James, but I realized that things will never be the same, And ( Read more... )

A friend once told me that if you love something so much, you have to let it go and if it comes back it's yours? But Why? Why if you love something would you ever want to let go of it? With this saying in mind, I am hoping that James will come back and he can be mine again. But what if the saying isn;t true and he never comes back?

I heard a saying once that was as follows: You Only Get Two True Loves in Your Life..If this is true then I am royally screwed because I had number one who was Lee, Whom I dated for alomst a year, Then he broke my heart and dumped me end of November, Then got married to another girl in January. Then the latest James of course, who I fell instantly ( Read more... )

What do you do when a member of your own family iqnores you? And makes you feel like you don't even exsist? When that person is more interested with a friend of one of your siblings. You sit down to tell them some good news you found out that day and they get up and walk away from you with this look of disappointment on their face, to go and see ( Read more... )

When someone breaks off your relationship for no imparent reason, does that mean that they just don't love you anymore? And how long have they felt this way? Do you always have to have a good reason to break up with the person your involved with? Or can you just say, Hey, It's over and leave and that's that? I usually want an explantion, does that ( Read more... )

How much trust can you have in one person? Even though you love someone and they love you just the same, Can you fully trust that person? Is it ok to get a feeling that something just isn't right with the person you love? You know like when you are away from them for a night after a huge fight that you had but made up alright and you call them, and ( Read more... )

Why do people have to make plans with you and get you all execited for the day and then drop you like a bad habit? It's like ok, if you really didn't want to hang out with me, then why fuckin ask me, ya know? I have been looking forward to going swimming at Eric's with Him and James. So I wait and wait for them to get off work. James gets dropped ( Read more... )

So, I moved back home today. Things just wern't working out for me at Sam's. Things wern't fair and I tried working them out but nothing happend. So...Here I am and it feels so good.

I moved out of my parents house and moved in with my friend Sam. So If you want to ever get ahold of me call my cell, If you dont have it call my parents house and they will be more than happy to give it to you.