I want to shoot myself in the foot

[jlwie]

So here I am, like what 3 months later... Still nowhere. House is still a wreck, not deviating my tasks as well as I would like to and going to crash as soon as my dumbass realizes the kids are not up yet you have a chance. But I need a shower. If I fall asleep without a shower there is a VERY good chance I will not have one until the kids go back

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[artist]

Having or not having a car effected you that much? Wow. Well, I guess when you're not used to not having a vehical, it can be a tad stressful. But think about it. You will have a dependable car in a few days. That's a given. You learned a lesson about contracts and leasing. Another good thing. And, now at least your plates will be legal...right? I'm sorry. I'm in a rather optomistic mood. I don't know why. Maybe because I finally got the rp I've been working on to finally be ready to open. :P

So why stress over something that's out of your control? I've never understood that. If it's out of your control, just go with it. You'll end up at the right place eventually. So just get through this. Because it could be worse. You could be totally fucked on the car thing, have to pay out, and beg for help. Can you tell I've been down that fun fucking road before?

[artist]

Yeah that's Tom's point of view. I've been dealing better but his whiny ass is rubbing off on me. I fixed my fucking school's website, it was being stopped by a faulty certificate with this anal security program Tom put on here. I have a headache and it sux.

[jlwie]

And actually now we just found out all the money went directly to the lessor so if we don't get approved on this new van we won't have anything.