Better
Yeah I've been getting a lot of messages telling me to
GROW UP
After a day of being alone and crying like a bitch I've realized all the mistakes I've made in the last few weeks. And now I have to make up for it.
Kris, what I've done to you is unacceptable. I know I can never make it up to you in anyway, but I'm going to spend the rest of my life treating you like you should be treated. I don't expect you to take me back after what I did. Please, keep the car. I don't care. I want you to have it. Its my Christmas gift to you, remember? Just know that I love you and I always will. Call me if you want.
Sarah, I know I've pissed you off. I don't know how I can make up for it. Tell me how and I'll do whatever I can to make it up to you. You know I love you and that I still want to be your friend no matter what I've done to fuck everything up.
Yes, I've had a "George Bailey" moment from "It's A Wonderful Life". I've realized that I'd rather not die, but face up to my mistakes.
I thought I'd be spending this Christmas alone, but Eliza told me she'd be alone at her house for the holidays so I invited her over and she will be spending Christmas with me.
<3'n life,
James
PS: I've quit drinking. I've realized it will only get me in deeper shit.
GROW UP
After a day of being alone and crying like a bitch I've realized all the mistakes I've made in the last few weeks. And now I have to make up for it.
Kris, what I've done to you is unacceptable. I know I can never make it up to you in anyway, but I'm going to spend the rest of my life treating you like you should be treated. I don't expect you to take me back after what I did. Please, keep the car. I don't care. I want you to have it. Its my Christmas gift to you, remember? Just know that I love you and I always will. Call me if you want.
Sarah, I know I've pissed you off. I don't know how I can make up for it. Tell me how and I'll do whatever I can to make it up to you. You know I love you and that I still want to be your friend no matter what I've done to fuck everything up.
Yes, I've had a "George Bailey" moment from "It's A Wonderful Life". I've realized that I'd rather not die, but face up to my mistakes.
I thought I'd be spending this Christmas alone, but Eliza told me she'd be alone at her house for the holidays so I invited her over and she will be spending Christmas with me.
<3'n life,
James
PS: I've quit drinking. I've realized it will only get me in deeper shit.