the first entry that I'm not going to delete

[jmaschino12411]

So, this is a historical thing....I'm not going to delete this entry after I post it to satisfy my paranoia that someone's going to try to exploit me--again (NEIL!). I just had the realization that I'm being punished. being unemployed, having to move back with my parents, $10k in credit card debt, with a man that I really don't think loves me--I'm

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[amedio3k]

the only one punishing you is yourself, hon. the world just sucks sometimes, and seems to have dealt you a heaping pile of shit to deal with. Has nothing to do with who deserves what.
:hugs:
For the record, I think you deserve wonderful things.