It's a tough world to live in. I always wanted a relationship and I still do. More and more I feel extremes of that feeling. I want to be loved, be in a relationship where it's a total deal. But there's also this little thought that tells me that things are wonderful the way they are at the moment and if love comes into the picture, I sure as hell hope I act on it, but I can deal for the time being. Love is always painful, I just hope that I find the right person who will make the pains of separation, misunderstandings, etc completely worth it. And that's my excess thoughts on the situation. I doubt they're that useful to you, but if any hope or heart is imparted upon you through this, I will be glad.
if it helps at all, i know exactly how you feel. i was always the awkward boy who never had the courage to ask anyone out. i still am in some ways i guess. being alone sucks, i won't lie. finding someone is not gonna make everything better though. maybe i'm just cynical, but i always pick out the flaws in relationships and think they are doomed. at the same time though i long for that. ah well, guess we're in the same boat.
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I always wanted a relationship and I still do. More and more I feel extremes of that feeling. I want to be loved, be in a relationship where it's a total deal. But there's also this little thought that tells me that things are wonderful the way they are at the moment and if love comes into the picture, I sure as hell hope I act on it, but I can deal for the time being.
Love is always painful, I just hope that I find the right person who will make the pains of separation, misunderstandings, etc completely worth it.
And that's my excess thoughts on the situation. I doubt they're that useful to you, but if any hope or heart is imparted upon you through this, I will be glad.
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