did nothing.. went back to therapy.. fun huh?... right..

tommorows my bday.. having bill chuck bren tx calley and maybe craig over.. but i dont think so just the 5 of them... it should b good.. were just getting chinese food and chilling.. i'm only doin it so my mom will shut up... i'm gunan go.. bye

a year ago today mr steuterman died from hanging himself.. it shocked me.. i didnt kno him at all.. but he did detention on thursdays in 9th grade and i was always there.. just the image i got from him.. that was the last thing i thought hed do.. i rember i wasnt sad.. i barely knew him. i remember drama.. horrible.. horrible.. we all came closer ( Read more... )

today turned out good.. i guess.. went to the movies with chuck bren goodwin.. saw lord of the rings high.. so confusing... basically an alrite day... forget details tho.. leave sum comments.. - jay

something happened this weekend... i think i finally relized that the futur isnt worth worrying about.. anxiety i guess... so i'm just gunna have fun.. live it yup MO FOOOOO... ya.. anyways ( Read more... )

I've been driving for an hour ( Read more... )

i dropped amy off and she compensated me... then i went out with linzi and my truck rolled over onto 100,000 miles by tower liquors.... it was exciting.. and we went and saw paige... and we listened to good music... and now i'm off to work...

well before i fucking explode i'll tell u bout yesterday... didnt end up going to brens.. went to my nanas and my family was there.. i left right after the game..t hen bren and jd goodwin picked me up we chilled showed up at calleys.. yatin tx there... then bill showed up then steve and chuck.. then we ended up leaving cuz calley kicked us out ( Read more... )

hmmm yesterday.. was a taxi service.. gave my uncle a ride to get his trcuk.. then gave amy a ride to chris's.. then stopped by alphas to see briannnnnnnnnn ya son... and i got some food... and then i went home.. chilled there... and then i bounced to work.. 5 people.. easy night.. then got home.. guess e ryn to the max called... called her back.. ( Read more... )

i hung out with erin s last ngiht... we went to see jenelle... we always go at night.. her headstone is so pretty... and we kneeled down to look at it and when we kneeled the wind picked up and you could hear all the chimes around the graveyard and it was just so peaceful.. yet chilly... and i just wanted to stay there.... i dont even kno whats ( Read more... )

me and e ryn to the max hung out tongiht.. it was fun.. went to like 4 different stores... tasted every kfc sauce in tufts library.. saw PAIGE!!... and then got lost in hull cuz e ryn to the max is like whoaaaa and then we listened to this phat michelle branch song... and it was a good night....... <3 jayson